Monday, April 30, 2007
4/30/2007 12:29:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
I am just thinking... Maybe oneday, if i take exams super duper seriously, i may not dread them so much. One part of me just want to go out and work. Another part of me feels that i will be deprived of social life when out at work. I remember what june chin used to tell me in poly - the grass is always greener on the other side. *Big Sigh*
If only... if only... they dont test our brains in schools. Then everyone can study and have fun! Isnt this good????? I dont quite like the idea of being gauge by grades every now and then. But then again, it's the educational system here. I enjoy mingling with my friends in school and talking all sorts of rubbish. (O.O) Qing Gong Yan next friday and CS is treating! Hoho.
one LAST paper in 1 day's time.
4/30/2007 12:14:00 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
*fen*
monthly IA outing (April)
28-29 April 2007, we had our chalet @ east coast park.
It was very fun! at least i think I had tons of fun and laughter. hoho.. or was it i was too high from the drinks..
i love my IA mates and collegues! hoho
Sunday, April 29, 2007
4/29/2007 05:40:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
Today's weather is really really awesome!! Such pretty pretty clouds under the blue sky (unlike the gloomy skies for the past weeks). I feel so dreamy. Such beautiful weather is really not meant for studying. It resulted in silly sms exchanges with mummy sharon.
Okays. I got to go back to my attractive pile of notes.
2 more papers, 2 more days to holidays.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
4/26/2007 10:18:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
Actually... I am really quite upset... I feel so cheated. My first paper, we were told earlier that we only have to answer two questions. It turned out that we had to answer three questions. That paper was still alright. I could answer pretty okay. I hope. My second paper was horrifying. There were 6 questions and i couldnt even answer 50% of the questions confidently. Today's new media was supposed to be 50MCQs. But they changed the format last minute. Without telling us in advance. Instead, there were 32 MCQs and 6 short answered questions. I feel so dumb when i couldnt answer the short answered questions and they were very direct questions.
I have no confidence in my remaining two papers... I am so worried that i cannot graduate with merit. Boo. And there is only one semester left to pull my grades up, which is quite impossible. I promise i will put in extra effort in my placement. =(
Monday, April 23, 2007
4/23/2007 11:46:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
*fen*
to all my friends who are mugging for exams
best of luck and GANBATTE!!!!!!!!!
may all the questions that you spotted during revision comes out for exams! hoho...
=)
Saturday, April 21, 2007
4/21/2007 09:58:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
It's the exam period!!!
Do watch out for the following dates:-
24Apr (tues): SW3206 Gender issues in the social work practice
25Apr (wed): SW3101 Social Work research methods
26Apr (thurs): NM1101 New Media and society
30Apr (mon): SW2101 Working with Individual and families
02May (wed): SW3214 Counselling process and skills
02May-05May: Malaysia!
07May-14Jul: Placement
Hectic hectic. At least, i have my weekends to go out i guess.
4/21/2007 11:34:00 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
*I want a trip down to little india. I feel like munching indian food.
*I want to drop by chinatown heritage centre and stare into the wax displays.
*I want to skip around raffles place and have a takeaway by the river.
*I want to stand in the middle of shenton way and watch the crowd walk pass.
*I want to ride down to changi airport and watch the planes fly over my head.
*I want to climb up bt timah hill and feel the cool water of that little stream through my hands.
*I want to sit on the skyride at sentosa and feel the breeze brushes by.
*I want tom yum steamboat @ tiong bahra, meatballs @ ikea, xiao long bao and japanese food.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
4/17/2007 11:44:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
6 April 2007 (Good Friday)
I had a jolly good time on Good Friday!
Went to Shuang's house for house-visiting together with YYB & Ba gong.. hoho.. though it was short but was quite nice having to nua at her house.. PLUS i havent seen YYB for so long le.. =(
heezx..
and off to Katong for April babies' bday celebrations! (which was darn far from yew tee so diaozx right) haha..
Anyway.. my uni clique celebrated ah rong and yiin fan's advanced bdays hehe.. had dinner @ Waraku (and i'm starting to carve for my paper steamboat liao!!)
*yummy yummy cakes~~*
and off to changi airport for swensens! haha.. we sound like we're enjoying life man!! oh well.. its good to indulge in some luxury at times.. (all courtesy to Lorna and yiin fan for driving their cars!!)
~Happy Birthday~~~
*fen*
Monday, April 16, 2007
4/16/2007 12:09:00 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
Suddenly, I am beginning to lose faith and confidence in whatever i do.
Suddenly, it seems like i'm not good in anything and everything.
Suddenly, i dont know what i want to do.
haizx..
*fen*
Monday, April 09, 2007
4/09/2007 10:26:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
Yippie! We are gg Malaysia. I am so excited about gg genting that i hv packed my bag already and gotten myself a travel journal. >.< Some may find Genting very boring. There's nothing there except casino. But, i am really excited about it and I dont care how boring others may think it is. That place just brings back so much of my childhood memories. And now, i am gg there with my friends. =D
It's my graduation trip with Weilin and the group of science friends. It's a simple, budget one and i am beginning not to grumble. I will always make up for a better trip after i start working. =D
It's two weeks to exams and i am in holiday mood already. That sounds bad. Haha.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
4/08/2007 10:01:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
It's the season of celebrating God's love. Christ who died and rose again.
There is an endless song that goes...
*How can I keep from singing your praiseHow can I ever say enough How amazing is your loveHow can I keep from praising your nameI am so loved by the KingAnd it makes my heart want to sing*It's hard to celebrate god's love with so much hurt and pain. And i think if we keep on being stubborn, we will probably end up not talking at all. So i decided to just place every pain and hurt at the foot of the cross and asked that god may come and knock down that invisible wall between us.
It's really nothing actually. It wasnt because i wasnt understanding enough. Everything just triggered since my tough week. It seems that nobody understands where i am coming from. Someone who doesnt hv much love at home tries to find love from all over. I pin my hopes on friends. I just suddenly dont feel important anymore. No smses. No updating. No invitation to family dinner. No talks. No hugs. No reservation of seats. No more gg to church together. No more even going to the same service sometimes. And i suddenly feel that I dont want to initiate anymore. I dont want to give anymore. All selfish thoughts arise. I feel like a little kid whining for attention, yet at the end of the day, gain nothing. Actually, I guess, i am just not very adaptable to change. But life is really about changes isnt it?
So i gave up. Because it gets tiring and I dont really want to give up this friendship. Maybe things just wont be the same anymore but wells. Life still goes on.
Wrong thinking #1. God says love is unconditioned. But i conditioned mine. I get upset when friends only come to me when they need me. When i need people, no smses, no phone calls, no talks. I am getting over this irrational thought. Give but do not expect anything in return.
Wrong thinking #2. And i do have people who cares. People who listens patiently and just being there.Thanks weilin. Thanks Jas. I may still get super emo at times but I know who I can turn to.
Whatever it is. I am moving on. What's history is history. I just want to hug Mr. God and be sure that everything will be alright.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
4/04/2007 09:46:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
Angela Zhang - Journey
It's A Long Long Journey
Till I Know Where I'm Supposed To Be
It's A Long Long Journey
And I Don't Know If I Can Believe
When Shadows Fall And Block My Eyes
I Am Lost And Know That I Must Hide
It's A Long Long Journey
Till I Find My Way Home To You
Many Days I've Spent Drifting On Through Empty Shores
Wondering What's My Purpose
Wondering How To Make Me Strong
I Know I Will Falter I Know I Will Cry
I Know You'll Be Standing By My Side
It's A Long Long Journey
And I Need To Be Close To You
Sometimes It Feels No One Understands
I Don't Even Know Why I Do The Things I Do
When Pride Builds Me Up Till I Can't See My Soul
Will You Break Down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's A Long Long Journey
Till I Feel That I Am Worth The Price
You Paid For Me On Calvary
Beneath Those Stormy Skies
When Satan Mocks And Friends Turn To Foes
It Feel Like Everything Is Out To Make Me Lose Control
It's A Long Long Journey
Till I Find My Way Home To You.
To You
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
4/03/2007 10:46:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
Creatures of the world unite. So cute.
Monday, April 02, 2007
4/02/2007 09:20:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
It shouldnt matter. I don't know what matters and what doesnt matter. Maybe nothing matters in the first place.
They told me I must learn to love myself.
I will.
Why should I expect anything when maybe there was'nt anything in the first place.
Why should I be sad when maybe there was'nt anything to be sad about in the first place.
4/02/2007 12:53:00 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
An obvious contrast between the colours of my face and neck. =)
Sunday, April 01, 2007
4/01/2007 12:20:00 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
I know i was very mean in MSN just now.
I was never this mean before.
Probably spoilt my image of the friendly, nice, goody me.
I am just being honest about how i feel.
Maybe i am just being unreasonable.
Does'nt the world bother about me, as a BEING, as a creation of god?
Please talk to me only if you really want to.
I was telling jas and eunice in the mrt back home earlier that sometimes some guys really make me wonder whether I have a problem. They make me feel that i am such a bore and an un- interesting person. Or maybe i just don't know how to communicate with guys.
The world doesnt evolve around me. This, i know.
An obvious contrast between the colours of my face and neck. =)
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