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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

2/28/2007 03:14:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

I only had a two hours sleep. Finished my genogram assignment early this morning. I am not really satisfied with my work. I can do better. But this is the best I could do given that little time I had for this paper.

I went to tutorial half dazed. I could have participate in tutorial's discussion. I found no energy to speak. Picked up my pen and wrote my opinions quietly on my piece of paper. Dr Choo asked me for my opinion, I could have given my personal point view but I just agreed on with others' answers.

Still, I am proud of myself. The answers I wrote were exactly what Dr Choo had intended to summarize for the entire tutorial session. I regretted not speaking up. I could have made a good impression of myself before Dr. Choo and the class. I could, i could... But I didnt. Heex. I wonder why I am always like that.

I am convinced of my own capability. Perhaps, all these while in NUS, i have been feeling inferior. But really, i think all i need is just a little push to work harder. My brain is still functioning well. I think I will make a good social worker. I really think I am going to be a good one.

"When you learn to turn your confidence toward God and cast your cares on Him, you can be calm in the midst of life’s demands. —David H. Roper—"

I am falling in love with daily bread again. =)







Tuesday, February 27, 2007

2/27/2007 08:32:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

Recapped:

*I want a trip down to little india. I feel like munching indian food.
*I want to drop by chinatown heritage centre and stare into the wax displays.
*I want to skip around raffles place and have a takeaway by the river.
*I want to stand in the middle of shenton way and watch the crowd walk pass.
*I want to ride down to changi airport and watch the planes fly over my head.
*I want to climb up bt timah hill and feel the cool water of that little stream through my hands.
*I want to sit on the skyride at sentosa and feel the breeze brushes by.I want to do all of the above.

Any takers?









2/27/2007 02:52:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

I am pretty much okay le. After a nap. Gee.

I think it is impossible to be upset the entire day. It will be so tiring. Time to work on my essay proper. Jiayou!!!









2/27/2007 12:05:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

All i had in mind was just to spend 2 hours neatly with the children. But i didnt. I feel so disappointed in myself. I could have stayed at home and finished up my paper which is due in less than 24 hours. I chose to rise up early and went down to nuh. But in the end, it was all crap.

At this point... I am missing strawberry again. =(









2/27/2007 11:42:00 AM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

I havent feel this lousy for so long.

I woke up 8am this morning and prepared myself to meet the kids at 10am. 5 mins passed. 10 mins passed and i was all alone in that cold medical social workers' room. Worried that nobody might come, i messaged my leader whom i knew wasn't coming. Another 10 mins passed and i finally decided to call him when there was no reply. Ta-da! My fear came true. Nobody was able to come. I saw these 2 other volunteers whom I didn't know. They probably belong to some other clubs. But i didn't care. I thought i could join em' instead. But sadly, they were not going to the children's ward.

I messaged nearly everyone i could think of. Kath, Nuan xin, yilan, weilin, sharon, all those who might be in school. Desperate. It didnt change the situation.

I stayed in the room for 45 mins struggling to go up to the ward alone. In the end, i couldnt find the courage to go up alone. It was only my 3rd visit and i felt that i couldnt handle. So i left. I feel lousy and useless. I think twice about being a social worker.

Waste time. Get trashed by myself. Feel demoralised.

What are all these?????









2/27/2007 01:19:00 AM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

Strawberries are pleasing to sight and mangoes are pleasing to taste. I love em' both. I like sweet strawberries and sweet mangoes.

I like a whole lot of other fruits like honeydew, durians, apples, longans and what nots. Tomatoes belong to the fruits family right? I love em' too. I used to imagine I am vinny the vampine when i was a little girl.

I like veggie too. Esp cabbages and potatoes. Lettuces, chilies, watercess, ladyfingers are among my favourite too. I like most veggie except bittergourd.

I like meat too. I like chicken, pork and beef. I like white meat. Fishes of all kinds except 'chang yu'. Sharon likes it. I used to like it when i was little but i find it too fishy these days. Picky moi. I love RAW salmon. I adore seafood. Prawns, crabs, shellfishes of a million kind. I love em'.

Food makes me happy. Kudos to the creator of food.









2/27/2007 01:07:00 AM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

"Strawberry, strawberry, cherry, cherry long jiang pus!"

Heex. Cannot remember how the chant begins. It was a popular game in primary school. That sentence (if you call it a sentence) keeps reciting in my head. Haha.

I am missing Strawberry. I think cos' i cannot get it off my mind. =( I don't mean to irritate a whole lot of people with my loss. I did try to stop. Don't hate me. I am trying harder.

Stop.









2/27/2007 12:42:00 AM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

*I want a trip down to little india. I feel like munching indian food.
*I want to drop by chinatown heritage centre and stare into the wax displays.
*I want to skip around raffles place and have a takeaway by the river.
*I want to stand in the middle of shenton way and watch the crowd walk pass.
*I want to ride down to changi airport and watch the planes fly over my head.
*I want to climb up bt timah hill and feel the cool water of that little stream through my hands.
*I want to sit on the skyride at sentosa and feel the breeze brushes by.

I want to do all of the above. Any takers?







Monday, February 26, 2007

2/26/2007 11:39:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2hen=

It has been a fruitless attempt to work on my paper which is due in 2 days time. :S It's a social work paper and we have to reflect on our family systems using genogram. My parents are not helping by refusing to reveal much about my family background. What's the big secret? I am turning 22 this year. No longer a little kid. Oh well. I am stuck. And the paper is due in less than 48hours. Oh. And it's 30% to the final grade.

Anyway, so here i am blogging. =) I love the character above. I dunno what's her name (if she's supposed to have one). But i like her the first time i saw her. Such pretty, confident, smiley princess. Just like me. Heex. I am tempted to buy a coin pouch with this princess printed on it. But it cost 15.90 so i think twice. And thrice. And decided to check out cheaper ones when i crossover the border to JB. =D










2/26/2007 09:19:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

On a lighter note, fen will be back in a few hours time. =)









2/26/2007 08:25:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

It was with me wherever I go.

Now, it is gone. Dunno where it goes. =(
Thank you for making me happy, my little strawberry. =) Please bring happiness and joy to your next owner.

26th Feb 2007.

Zhen lost her strawberry soft toy cum keychain that was supposingly attached to her handphone pouch. It was last seen at 1145am, LT8. About 10 mins later, she discovered it had dropped. So she quickly traced back the route, in hope of finding it back. But nope. It wasn't anywhere to be seen. Upset Zhen kept whining and chanting "I lost my strawberry" a million times to ivan until he was very fan. Everyone she met in the afternoon was informed of her loss.

I learnt three things.

Number 1: It is upsetting to lose something you love. It was a gift from christy and i love it. Now, it is gone. No matter how big or how small, how expensive, how cheap the item is, a loss is a loss. It is silly for me to get upset over this little loss. But i experience saddness today. I could have been more careful. I shouldnt have bring it out today. Weilin said it is fate to lose it. But i don't believe in fate. I just lose it. I don't think god purposely wants to upset me. It is just not going to be there when i take out my hp again.

Number 2: Physical possession is not lasting. No matter how careful you are, it will be gone someday. There is no good or bad. Often, tangible things are the most intangible things on earth. Tangible things that give you security are the most unreliable things in the world. Things we cannot see, cannot believe are often the truth.

Number 3: Letting go is not easy.

I MISS YOU STRAWBERRY. Byebye.









Sunday, February 25, 2007

2/25/2007 11:48:00 AM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=
Zhen had a wonderful friday. She had good company. She did nearly all her favourite things within a day.

First, she had her all time favourite tom yum steamboat with eunice! It didnt taste very good that day but still, it made her happy.

Yums Yums.



After a good lunch, we hopped onto a bus to chinatown.



It was hard deciding whether to go into the heritage centre. In the end, we didnt go. Boo. Another time.

We walked around like tourists. My favourite past time. Haha. And we saw many interesting sights! Like the above picture was a group of performers going from shop to shop bringing little songs. The shopkeepers then gave them hangbaos. So interesting! The two of us were following em' around. I even took a little video of em'. Wahaha.

I love touring around!!! My favourite of the favourites (if there is even such thing) other than planes, is acting as a tourist. =D

Our next stop --> Chinasquare. We went in.




I love this section. =)

And I bought this!!!!!


I will marry whoever buy me this. =D



We are prepared to leave!


But it was pouring heavily outside!

How?


Checked out my new purchase lo.


When the rain subsided a little, we began to search for the 174 bus stop so I could get to bt timah hawker center by 630pm. But...




We walked and walked until the rain stopped and dunno how come we ended up at sheares bridge. Wahaha.


It's beautiful!!!!!


Ta-da! I made this poor girl waited 30mins for me. Sorry girl! She wasn't a bit angry wor. Kudos to her patience! We had a wonderful dinner. Just look at us. Haha.



The end. =D I had a wonderful time doing things i like with the nicest people around. Yeah!







Monday, February 19, 2007

2/19/2007 01:15:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

Happy chinese new year!!

It's monday, chu er today. Heex. I am staying at home to slack. I was so busy the whole of sat and sun.

Saturday (17Feb) - CNY's eve cum Gor's bday cum faizah's bday
Since the moment i woke up, i had to help my mum with housework. All sorts of housework. Heex. In the evening, i had steamboat with my family (including grandma). My mummy cooks the best stock in the world. Yums yums. The ingredients this year were especially good too. I think cos it's my gor's bday so my mummy bought a lot of good stuff. Haha. After dinner, i was so tired. I slept for 1.5 hrs. Woke up ard 9plus to watch tv and did my nm readings. I diligently wrote notes for 3 readngs. Managed to sleep at 4am.

Sunday (18Feb) - CNY
Woke up at 8am to help my mum with the preparation of food. This year, my paternal relatives gathered at house. Busy busy all the way until 1030 am and relatives started coming. Perhaps we only get to see each other around 3 times a year, that is why there is some distance between us. The atmosphere is weird. :S But nevermind. My cousins are so quiet and shy (i guess quietness and shyness run in the family). Haha. I had to ra-ra this group of young cousins to make em at ease before they started talking to me.

Then 3rd uncle bought his pet dog - pinkie. Haha. She's super cute. The way she lies on the floor is so funny! The most ultimate position. Oh. She is shy too. She doesnt want us to touch her one. Just kept running about.

Went JB to visit my maternal relatives in the afternoon. We reached JB around 4 plus. My da yi and cousins brought us to a seaside resturant and we had a yummy dinner. Then headed back to da yi's house. I slpt for 1.5hrs. Haha. Tired la. Then woke up to watch tv. Ard 9pm, my san yi and family came so we went downstairs to play with firecrackers. Not fun de. So smokey and loud. But interesting experience. The aftermath was horrible. My da yi's place was like on fire. Smoke was everywhere. We didnt stay for very long then my cousin drove us to the custom. Along the way, we saw fireworks! Not as pretty as spore's (as in the design and variation) but super super clear and long. =) I wanted to take a video but my bro said it wont be clear so i didnt.

Home around 11plus. Logged on to laptop and did my NM project questionnaire. Finished around 1plus and had some food while watching tv.

Eventful day!!! I did so many things within a day. I am amazed myself. Back to school work. =)







Saturday, February 03, 2007

2/03/2007 11:50:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

The only proper meal i had the entire day was a bowl of porridge. My throat hurts so much that nothing seems appetizing. My body aches so much that i cant do much work except to lie on the bed. I coughed so much that i can bearly speak.

I cannot remember the number of panadols and strepsils i had consumed so far.

This is so demoralising. I stayed at home the entire saturday not getting any work done at all. =(

I really want to go shopping. I really want to get well soon. I really want to enjoy nice, unhealthy food.







Friday, February 02, 2007

2/02/2007 10:49:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

Meet fen's new pet -----> Silmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee





Who says we are afraid of snakes? Snakes can be cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. >.<







Thursday, February 01, 2007

2/01/2007 11:09:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

*cough cough*

Zhen has fallen sick.

I am thinking of...

Steamboat. Dian Xin. Thai Express Tom yum soup. Sweet corn ice cream. Paddle pop (rainbow flavour). Salmon. Butter Crab. Butter prawns. Mushroom soup. Veggie soup. Watercess soup. Durians. Honeydew. Longans. Mango. Papaya. Pasta. Yoshinoya beef bowl. Cheese fondue. Hawalian pizza. Potato salad. Chicken wings (both fried and bbq ones). Green tea. Apple soda. Grape soda. Cheese sticks.

The list goes on. =D Shall cont. in my dreams.

Today, Papa drove me to school in his little company's van. Mama cooked la-la cos i had a crave for it.

Blessed child.






The WitnessY



The Two Princesses
We are beautiful..
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.

The Princesses' ListsY

Princess Zhen
NUS FASS Graduate*Social Worker

Loves...
fen
the King
All Royalites
Children
the Sky
Aeroplanes
Boxes
Being a tourist
Photo snapping
Fun
Being silly
FOOD

Princess Fen
NTU Material Science Engineering Graduate

Loves...
Zhen
Nua-ing
Being a couch potato
Food & good food!!
travelling
Europe: England, Switzerland to name afew
Japan
Hong Kong
Taiwan
Aussie
Maldives
Shopping
ktv-ing
Reading
my family
my friends

Wish List

1) Find an ideal job SOOONNN!!
2) Mini Cooper
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3) Overseas trip with sec sch clique
4) Sakura viewing in Japan


The verdictY

they pleaded him GUILTY.

The judgesY


Eunice

Susan

June Lee

Emily

Shiya

Jeserene

Ah wee

Christy

Wah Wah

TB18 - NgeeAnn*04-05

Kent Ridge Cell

TCC

Aipeng

Mei Sin


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Her thanksY

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