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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

9/27/2005 01:20:00 AM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

thanks sharon & zhen for your concern over my recent "depression".. sorry to have made you guys worry.. but i guess i'll be fine soon hopefully.. have to cope with the heavy school workload efficiently =)

Saturday...

celebrated wendy's bday early today.. met up with winnie first for a short shopping therapy.. hahazx.. and we were 30mins late in meeting the rest of the clique.. felt so guilty.. luckily they werent pissed or anything hahazx.. heng ah..

hua had made plans for a secret mission so nobody knows what was in store for everyone today.. sounds so exciting and we were all looking forward to the surprise.. she brought us to the Mind Cafe opposite Paradize Centre to play board games.. hahazx.. we were quite inexperienced with the games there.. so comical.. and made fools of ourselves there lolzx.. when the Jenga fell they were screaming so loudly that everyone was staring at us and there was a moment of slience.. (-.-") hahazx.. luckily the people there were nice and would be there to teach us how to play them..

and we did the most bitchy gesture by asking one of the staff guy there to take a pic with my friend cos that was her punishment for making Jenga fall.. muahahaha.. =P (P.S: the guy is cute manzx... )

then we met up with staz at newton for a late dinner.. the thought of food makes me hungry le.. hahazx.. had bbq stingray, lala, lemon chicken etc and cooling sugar cane juices.. yummy yummy!

but as the food wasnt enough to fill our tummy.. we went back to cinelesisure for cheesecakes.. i just love the chocolate cheesecake yumm!!!!! hoho... and it's half-priced after 8pm wor.. worth it manzx!

a very fulfilling saturday indeed! thanks guys for a wonderfully exciting weekend! hahazx i bet everyone enjoyed lolzx

fen









Sunday, September 25, 2005

9/25/2005 03:46:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

Letting go is never easy. But letting go may signifies the opening of another destiny, to a brighter future. This season is moving fast. V fast. So fast that i felt that i m losing my stamina to keep up wif lotsa things. I could not exercise my spirit of self-discipline to devote myself to studies. Brain completely shut out.

Silver Rain was great. I can d joy of god, the colours of his kingdom. P Dom was a true man of god, carrying his words. There is something about me tt probably onli god n i noe. Then again, i dwell into escapism. The best counsellor i can find is god. Again, i feel that if the whole world dun understand me, the only one i can turn to is him. I want everyday to be silver rain. I dun want the false of the world to influence me. I live by faith. That faith mustn't die or i will lose everything. Then again, i owe nothing. Everything comes from god. God's wisdom cannot be underestimated. No matter which direction i face, i cant escape from his face.







Tuesday, September 20, 2005

9/20/2005 01:21:00 AM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

here i am.. unable to sleep now.. so many things going on my mind.. i'm just bored and tired with everything that is existing in my life now..

dont know why but i really cant concentrate this semster.. every day, every week seems to pass by like a breeze.. even my one week of precious hols is already over and it's already a tuesday wee morning now.. like today.. i havent accomplished anything.. so many things to do but dont feel like doing.. always being distracted by other stuff like tv, internet, sleeping..

all i wish i'm already on the right track of studying.. cant seems to get things done and quick.. there're days when u feel like u wanna give up on your everything... it seems like i'm on this track.. at this rate.. i think i'll just breakdown...

hopefully tmr will be a better day..

fen







Sunday, September 18, 2005

9/18/2005 04:42:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

I love Jasmine too!! Jas jas, if u r reading my blog now, dis is fr d bottom of my heart, I m willing to listen to ur troubles, i may nt b able to solve em for u, but i can listen n talk with u. U r a wonderful gift from god n i m so super duper proud to see u grow! D joy fr beneath is so hard to comprehend with words. =)

Sharon too. Though u r facing lotsa emotional ups n downs n stuff, i will be there to c u tru kk. Of cos, u noe God will always b there. =) U noe i m nt gd wif words so i may nt b able to offer u d correct comfort words u wanna hear. But i will always offer u a listening ear. U noe tt rite? =)

Last nite, during YAS, Pastor Bryan got us to write down our blessings, whao, my list goes on n on. One of which is listing my frds. I din noe i hv so many frds tt god has blessed me wif. My sec sch frds, my poly frds, my church frds, my workplace frds... Heex. For an anti social girl like me to hv frds is already a v v big blessing le. Love u guys. =)

Such blessings, such joy, all come fr my heavenly father. Juz typing his name makes my hrt flutters. =) D world may turn me down but he will never. I may nt hv d best family at hm but i accepted tt he gave me my family for a reason. I dun hv d best brothers but well well, i will do my best to b d best sister. Honour my parents like i always did. Honestly, it is nt always easy, my frds noe i will complain at times but i wil still love em. When i m most unhappi, i rem god loves me most.







Thursday, September 08, 2005

9/08/2005 10:50:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

I am so sad. So burdened? I dunno.. I wonder at times if uni is for me.. I feel so stressed n inferior. I can't help it but to feel that. I wish i m as confident as i was in poly days. But i can't. The environment is so different. Ppl so different. Everyone here wants to strive. I probably can't survive. Even the basic survival skill - communication. I can't handle it well. I can't believe my soci grpmates met up n discussed d grp assignment without informing me. Perhaps they muz b thinkin tt d grp is better off without me. Ya.. I guess so. This never happens to me bfore. I can't take it. I feel so unaccepted. So rejected. N i can't get the NUS study loan. How bad can things get? I juz hv to keep trusting god..

2h3n is sad. But she is a woman of FAITH. The world can't turn her down.









9/08/2005 12:51:00 AM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

I realli dun wanna complain all d time. Haiz... But i m getting so tired from sch. I din even hv cca, my timetable seems so empty. Hw cum i m still so tired? But i realli m! All d struggles to keep up with readings n tutorials n projects n reports n trying to convince myself nt i m nt inferior compared to other students fr jc.

I m so tired. Perhaps bcos i onli had a 2 hr slp last nite - after pia-ing my econs tutorial. Felt so useless at times. Concepts tt r so simple, theories n all tt stuff, juz can't get into my brain. I m so slow at work. Mid term tests coming up, projects due, reports due.. All at one go. Haiz. Thx god i hv nt been losing my temper. =) My mum's complaining tt i hv been staying out late these days. I admit so... Many frds' birthdays n gatherings... Nt wrong arh... Juz tt all at one go. I can't help it tt i hv so many frds. Haha.. Kidding.

I can't study at hm. There's no privacy. I can't study in my room with my room mate ard n she slps so early. I can't study in the living room cos my bro will be ard blasting songs fr his computer. The tv set is a big distraction. In short, i juz can't get any work done. PRIVACY. I need some space too... I m 20 yrs old...

Is okie. Juz whining. Everything will be fine. Juz want more time for god too. Then, i will be fine. I am 20 yrs old...







Friday, September 02, 2005

9/02/2005 07:27:00 PM Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

hey! havent been blogging for some time liao..

cos school has started.. almost everyday also busy.. busy slacking u see... and of cos.. reports! so dumb.. reports are such a waste of our time.. 1AU somemore.. have to do so much stuff.. irritating.. 1 not enough.. every week got 1.. haizx.. that means lesser time to do tutorials...

i think i've been slacking TOO MUCH this sem.. though only 1 month plus of sem has passed.. it seems like 3 mths already.. ass~ until now some of my tutorials one nt done.. well.. then i dont have to mention more about tutorials 2, 3, 4 le..

haizx.. time to get my ass off to start doing work... if not i'll be really lagging behind and suffer when exams are near.. but surprising.. i'm watching lesser tv this 2 mths.. but how come time still seems not enough?!?!?!?!?!??!?!!??!?!?!

haizx.. have to really manage time better..

xuefen =(






The WitnessY



The Two Princesses
We are beautiful..
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.

The Princesses' ListsY

Princess Zhen
NUS FASS Graduate*Social Worker

Loves...
fen
the King
All Royalites
Children
the Sky
Aeroplanes
Boxes
Being a tourist
Photo snapping
Fun
Being silly
FOOD

Princess Fen
NTU Material Science Engineering Graduate

Loves...
Zhen
Nua-ing
Being a couch potato
Food & good food!!
travelling
Europe: England, Switzerland to name afew
Japan
Hong Kong
Taiwan
Aussie
Maldives
Shopping
ktv-ing
Reading
my family
my friends

Wish List

1) Find an ideal job SOOONNN!!
2) Mini Cooper
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3) Overseas trip with sec sch clique
4) Sakura viewing in Japan


The verdictY

they pleaded him GUILTY.

The judgesY


Eunice

Susan

June Lee

Emily

Shiya

Jeserene

Ah wee

Christy

Wah Wah

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TCC

Aipeng

Mei Sin


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