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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

3/30/2005 09:15:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

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Heex. Cant believe friendster is comin up wif blogs too! Haha. Down wif cem. Erm.. By far d worst paper so far (i mean for me) but okie la. Juz tt i din manage my time well n last min revision usualli dun go far. Realised i left out quite a few points for Q3 n Q4. But nvrm!! I m still thxful!! Well, we cant hv d best things in life all d time, eps when u noe u din put in much effort. Haha. Sounds like dis sem i quite bo-chap. Projects dun turn out as gd as last sem's n exam papers... Heex. Better nt think too much. Last paper - atm.

After d dreading paper, shiya, jas, weiqi, xuan, parrot n i went westmall for lunch. So comfy n gd to crap n chat together! Heex. Wonder when will b d nxt time we can gather for such lunches together. So lookin 4ward to our chalet nxt tue!! Juz d 8 of us. OOOOOOOhhhhh....

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

3/29/2005 12:24:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

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Yay!! Done wif llm. Now left wif cem and atm papers. Tml n fri. I can c freedom!! Haha. Well, at least a short break den off to get a temp job.

I was pretty upset dis morning cos llm paper is practically testing common test stuff all over again so I got overly confident n heex. Studied at d v v last min. Wat a wastage of time on tv n naps. I meant to wake up v early in d morning at 430 to revise tru but i onli woke up at 5. I was terrified bcos i realised i cant rem a single thing!!!!! So i tried to calm dwn n rushed tru to memorise again. In d end, i left hm thinkin i m finished. BUT. haha. At dis moment, ppl usualli says THX GOD!!! Thx god!!! Somehw, tru my desperate-ness to rem d key points, god implanted some common knowledge into me, n wif a mixture of mr oh's points n my own, haha, i finished d paper!! Hohoho. Glad i finished cos i felt tt my reasonings r better than mr oh's. Oops. Haha. He mightt nt think tt way. Afterall, he is d marker. Boo. Next, cem. Gotta rush tt tru by tonite. Haiz.

I wanna CONGRATS xuan n ah ya!!!!! They r gg to work in d airport!!! My drm working venue. Ahhhhhhh!!! I m so happi. Bcos i can go to d airport wif excuses to c em. Haha. N is my drm working environment leh. They r realli capable girls n i bet they will do v well there. Too bad hv to sign contract, otherwise, i will nt hesitate to join em!!! Gotta look tru d papers for jobs!!! Airport n airlines, here i come!!!!

Thursday, March 24, 2005

3/24/2005 09:36:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

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OOhh... ET paper is over!! My hands r so pain fr scribbling away todae. But i guessed d paper was okie. Juz a little rush so dunno if i got all d impt points dwn. Praised god tt i remembered most of d points. Was still rushin tru final revision dis morning n almost panic when i realised i cant remember anything. But haha.. Watever, I survived!!!

When i got hm after d paper, i watched tv den slpt n woke up n mopped d floor, did some hsework. My bro was liked, whao, u r busy man. Then i watched tv n had dinner n typed out atm tut 11 ans for ah wee n kweelian. Haha. N nw i m blogging!!!! It feels lyk there's still lotsa time bfore d nxt paper. But, NOOOOOOOOO. In my drms. Hahaha. I m mad. Mad. Mad. Mad.

I better study for cem n llm. Jiayou. Jiayou. Jiayou. Oh ya, it's good friday tml. Happi holiday peeps! A holy day for rest. Erm... revision?? Haha... We shall c.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

3/22/2005 06:18:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

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Thurs (24/3) ---> ET paper
Tue (29/3) -----> LLm paper
Wed (30/3) ----> CEM paper
Fri (1/4) -------> ATM paper

This is d last n final examination in NP. I m still as lazy as ever to study. After 1 Apr, a new journey begins. It may b tough, it may b sad. But it is all planned already. Let's all jiayou 4 d final papers n enjoy life a little after tt bfore moving on to d nxt route. It will b ciao, gd luck my frd.

Monday, March 21, 2005

3/21/2005 12:05:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

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Thx to my frds who think i m a nice frd.
I noe i m nt perfect.
But nvr did i realised i had so many flaws.
I m nt loyal.
I m nt honest.
I m a scary cat.
Fear of rejections.
Fear of many many things.
I m nt a lot of things i thought i m.
How nice m i?
I realised i m nt nice at all.
Been "nice" is onli a surface thing.

I may hv passed lots of sch test n exam papers.
But i realised i failed so terribly in my walk of life.
Trials n tribulations revealed tt i had failed in character n virtues of life.
I m nt discouraged.
I will accept these trials bravely wif strength behold to me.
Walked bravely n achknowledged d one.

My purpose driven life...

PS: Watched lord of d rings, fellowship of d ring on ch5. Damn wonderful show! V exciting n d images r realli grt.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

3/16/2005 10:53:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

The monorail in Sentosa made its way into the Singapore history yesterday. It's last service was at 10pm. Just 2 Fridays ago, my friends and I were there too.. we also took the monorail without knowing that it was our last chance to. Kinda sad.. It sort of became a childhood memory to me since I often go there when i was a kid.. taking the monorail was such a joy. should have taken more pics that day..

Well, it is always when something is lost that we will learn to appreciate the beauty and its presence. I also lost something precious but couldnt have it back again. It's a regret in my life, and will always be.

*Fen*

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

3/15/2005 11:34:00 PM Y

Post title : 15 Mar 2005

♥ You'll never know the real me.

15 Mar
15 March
15 March

Supposed to be a happy day..
Well.. some years back it was..
But now... it's just another day...
sad one..
Can remember?
I ponder..
Just dont ask me the reason.

*Fen*

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

3/09/2005 05:56:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

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School is realli ending... There is juz dis sense of sadness and unwillingness evloving ard me. I noe i m gg to miss ngee ann lots n lots. When i woke up three wks ltr, i wun find myself taking 61 to sch anymore. I wun find myself sitting in d lec hall wif my frds, doozing or chattin away... I will miss d fd. I will miss my frds. I will miss doin projects. I will miss doin tut. I will miss d lecturers. I will feel lost. But life will hv to go on.. I m gg to brg my camera to sch.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

3/08/2005 04:52:00 PM Y

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Ms Cheng returned us our abacus paper todae for us to check tru d paper. She stood in front of me, looked tru my paper n shook her head. Tat was a realli upsetting moment. My hrt sunk. I totally lost tt little bit of morale tt was left inside me. I refused to participate in d tutorial discussion. Ms Cheng did not ask me to ans tut qns either. Upset.

After cem tut, i met june for lunch. She was sharing wif me her upcoming mission trip to Australia. We juz chat liked we used. Been a long long while since we last hv a chat together. After d chat, i felt a lot better. Thx sf n fen. I guessed it is no gd to lose confidence over a test paper. I muz b mad. Jiayou~ Better rush tru my ittp report. I m behaving more n more lyk a pig. Heex..

Monday, March 07, 2005

3/07/2005 07:29:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

cUte gUys aRe tOO haRd tO Resist!!!!!

3/07/2005 12:34:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

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I m realli realli disappointed in my abacus score. Was feelin damn lousy d moment i saw my score on d screen. Whao. Wat happened to me? i earned my abacus cert by 2 marks onli. M below my class average. Whao. I realli hate open book test. Argh. Realli hate it. Nvr in my years of education hv i ever score well for open book tests.

*Reflection*

Excuses. Look ard urself, there r lots n lots of others who had managed to do so well. Who r u blaming? Nobody asks u nt to study bcos it is open book. Nobody asks u to not take open book test easy. The paper was realli an easy one. Who asks u to nt to check d paper? Shouldn't u reflect wat went wrong den to complain n complain? Do nt b overly-confident. U r nt some genius. Effort counts. Lady luck is nt always wif u. Y bother to reflect when again n again u repeat d same old mistakes? Argh... Wat r u doing??????

I told myself i hv to work doublely hard for d final. But d final is onli 40%. Hw much can i do to cover d lost marks? Wat if there's careless mistakes? I cannot get an A. Even if mr tham took pity on me n gave me an A (in my drms), i can nvr nvr earn an AD. So much for desiring an AD in ATM.

For d past 2 yrs of poly, i nvr realli do well for d modules. But when i specialised in tourism for my final yr, i m sooooo happi. I remembered hw xuan n i were so enthu n excited to begin d semester. D learnin process was realli fun n fruitful. D hong kong trip enhanced the course. D tlm lecturers r probably d best in NP. I luv tourism esp d aviation industry. So i realli desire to do well for atm module. But well.. 2h3n arh.. Dun think too highly of urself.. U r nt capable at all. Argh...

Sunday, March 06, 2005

3/06/2005 01:07:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

the alliance of the day!

3/06/2005 01:05:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

at the bridge.. yeah! ger power.. lolzx

3/06/2005 01:04:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

haha.. the crazy trio!

3/06/2005 12:37:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

It has been yet another week. Time seems to be passing at a faster rate these days, is that true? Haiz.. how wasnt 48hrs in a day instead of 24 created? Its so frustrating when you have tons of stuff to do but yet not enough time! Argh!

But whatever.. I cant change this fact, only have to embrace it. Anyway, i've also watched Howl's moving castle! haha.. couldnt join zhen, sf, jas & dia because i had a computing test the next day. so sianzx.. havent seen them all for dunoe how long.. geezx.. sorry gers.. busy busy busy.. The animation was not bad, but i prefer spirited away. hoho.. well.. went to cineleisure there to watch it. and we had the couples' seats.. so cool! had never sat there before.. well.. dont be mistaken.. i sat with my gerfriend.. haha.. the seats were big enough for us to stretch about.. =) it could have been better if it was with your bf.. hmm... okok.. Overall, the storyline was not bad except for the fact that the 5 of us including the guys were also dozing off in the cinema.. think we were too tired already. I had a hard time trying to keep my eyes open!

Had a chem test on thurs. Well.. it was tough man.. I realized that tutors who look ci(2) xiang(2) tends to give tough quizzes!! why???? this sem all my quizzes are so tough. so tough for what? in the end everyone dont do well then wat's the point? No logic, whatever

On friday, hua, xue, winnie & I went to Sentosa. haha.. that's like the 2nd time in 1 month that i'm there liao. ok firstly i didnt fall sick there.. haha.. that's a good news. We reached there around 4+ the weather was fine.. not too hot, windy windy windy.. haha.. played volleyball for awhile then everyone so shag already. so we ended up having an outdoor ktv session. haha.. which was great! it spured the ktv-ness in all of us already.. they all were complaining when can we go ktv again! haha.. Before we went to bathe, we stayed at the bridge at Silso beach i think. for nearly an hr. the sunset view was breathtaking. there were 2 couples taking their bridal photos there too.. haha.. when we were about to leave, there were a group of sailor-men who wanted to take a pic with us.. kinda scary...

Had dinner at PS cafe cartel around 9+, to the arcade afterwards. played Daytona, my fave! on the way back home in the train, me n xue saw this shuai ge sitting opposite me.. hahaha.. then asked winnie to take a snapshot of him. piang.. this ger so BLUR!! our shuai ge got accidentally deleted after taking to me on the phone.. heh.. to think that we were alliances for that day. and though we were alliances, she kept bullying me.. this stupid ger.. must keep reminding her!! bth.. haha

*Fen*

Saturday, March 05, 2005

3/05/2005 12:12:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

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Howl's Moving Castle follows the story of young Sophie Hatter, a bookworm, the eldest of three daughters, a girl doomed to an uninteresting life as a hat maker. Sophie resigns herself to her boring fate, but fate has other plans for her. Cursed by the Witch of the Waste with the body of a 90-year-old woman, she finds her way to the moving castle inhabited by the wizard Howl, said by all to eat the souls of young girls.

Howl has been cursed by the Witch as well, and is seeking the love of young girl to help him break the curse. N guess who is d girl? Heex. Wonderful wonderful movie nt to b missed.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

3/03/2005 10:09:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

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M damn pissed off. Always feel tt it is damn childish to hv silly arguments wif my brother. I was irritated tt he came hm so late wif my lappie n i need it to do my proj stuff. Den he started shooting tt he is damn busy wif uncountable projects. Hello. Who dun hv projs? He always claimed tt business students got sooo little workload. Hey. Who aint busy? Nobody forced him to go engineering course ya. If he feels tt biz studs r so freaking free, y nt join biz then? We dun hv final yr proj but we hv soo many others projs to complete. This is sooo stupid n silly n childish to compare workload.

Sorri ppl. M juz damn pissed off. Argh.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

3/02/2005 06:02:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

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Howl's moving castle is such a wonderful story. Such wonderful plot. I desired the fantasy. I desired d care-free lifestyle. If onli real life is full of fantasy. D world used to b full of fantasy n dreams until it is flooded wif politics, unlawful thoughts, desires to exceed wat is given by the creator. Haiz.

Bcos of all n all, i hv to study so much!! So many projs. Undefined deadlines. Insufficient time. 24 hrs a day is juz nt enough. 7 days in a wk is juz too little. Wat is time? Wat is date? Wat is work. Y work? Argh. Dunno. Onli noes all these mounts up to d lack of slp, lack of energy, lack of leisure time, lack of watever tt is lack.

24th March is drawing. Coming. Reaching. Approaching. Screaming. Shouting. Shutting.