Thursday, December 28, 2006
12/28/2006 12:53:00 AM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
Here i am blogging again cos i cant sign into msn. I seek the assistance of IT intellegent Jellyfish who informed me:
"Due to earthquake in taiwan damaging 6 underwater telecommunication cables, all internet and idd calls to overseas might be affected. Currently, access to overseas sites and services like msn are still not 100% working."
So i asked if it affected my msn connection too. And he said this internet outrage began ard last midnight and whether you can sign into msn depends on one's luck. This affected almost the entire SEA. But... fen can get online, kath can get online, jellyfish can get online and wings can get online. I am just SUAY lo. Haiz. My luck has been down since yesterday. Honestly, i dun know what's wrong! Today, i dragged fen to tomyum steamboat and she had a bad tummy upset. Peeps, dun go out with me until bad luck has worn off. =(
Thank god i can still go online and do a million other things like bid and check mails. These are very important things to do. I am cutting down on msn anyway. U will probably see less of me online next year. A good sign that i hv decided to spend time elsewhere than the internet.
Aiyo. SUAY SUAY SUAY. So er xin. Monsoon go away. I want my sunny Singapore. I want the sun. Rain means a lot of things - smelly clothes cos they cant get dry; mum's irritation cos she 's more moody on rainy days; less outings thus go my tampines trip; less gatherings cos everyone's lazy to go out and more Boo Boos. Rain, once in a while is fine. I like the cool and windy nights. But i dislike the stale air and heavy waterpour.
Enough of naggy zhen. On the other hand, there's quite a bit of things to do at home too. I need to pack my living room. =D If i take days to pack my room alone, i will probably need at least 1 month to tidy my living room. Relatives are coming to my place for the coming CNY. =) I like CNY eve cos my mum always prepare her famous chicken stock with lots of cabbage for steamboat. Yums. I like the homely feeling on CNY eve. The atmosphere gives a little of family warmth. I am not compaining. I accept the family god has given me. I am a favoured child. He cant be bias. Although sometimes when things dont go well, i think he is. But he really is not. I just let my emotions get too far. People are always like that ma. Feelings ahead of rationality.
I really am looking forward to 2007. The second half of 2006 has'nt been good. 2007 will be better. I have many plans like i said. I have many goals to achieve. I have many resolutions. I am not gg to waste 2007 away. It is precious. It will be GOOD. I will work hard. I will spend time with friends. I will speak up more in class. I will serve my family members (not that i hv nt been serving. My brothers treat me like servant! =S). It is going to be fruitful. John 15:3. Fruitful.
Thinking about it makes me excited. I am gg to build a little homely me from scatch. I will polish my character. Think before i speak. Be more sensitive. Serve faithfully in nursery. I will appreciate myself like how god appreciates me. I will pamper myself with little gifts from time to time but reminds myself that i need to watch my pocket. I will love myself like how god loves me. My motto will be to be happy everyday because nothing can upset one unless one chooses to. Nothing's too difficult for god to handle. There will definitely be times of saddeness but there shall not be despair. But there will always be hope. With faith, there's definitely a way out.
I will not compare because everyone is different. It is clear. Since I know there is no equal benchmark for comparison, why still bother to do so? Silly hor. It is clear that god makes us all different - in various colours, sizes and shapes. Not to mention brains and personality. Wisdom comes from god. One can be clever but not wise. I am silly to other people but not to god. A father knows how to appreciate his child. Aiyo. Think i am getting tired. Not making much sense already. Haha.
*Lights off*
from: mini cooper's official website