Wednesday, September 27, 2006
9/27/2006 01:29:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
Recently, i seem to hv lotsa mixed feelings bottling up. N i cannot express em.
Sometimes, I face disappointments.
I feel lost from disappointment.
Lost turns into confusion.
Confusion turns to hurt.
Hurt turns to unhappiness.
Unhappiness turns to shopping. Shopping gives me temporary joy. But well, i hv limited finances.
I recalled the days when my bitterness was so overwhelming but he held on to me. I fought hard. I believed such love will pull me through no matter what. I was just wondering... Will there be a day that i will give up my love for him? Will there be a day that i will shut this door of amazing grace? Will i... then lose him? Love will find me again. Because he is love and he found me.
I am withdrawn.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
9/24/2006 02:27:00 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
9/17/2006 09:12:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
9/17/2006 07:38:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
I am feeling kinda pissed. I do not think i deserved this treatment. I am an individual. I do not speak on behalf of others. Helping is one issue. I feel insulted.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
9/16/2006 10:52:00 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
I had a fun time over dinner with my EA frds last evening. Juz chatting and teasing and playing silly games made us happy boy and girls. I enjoyed such cosy cosy time after a loooooong wk of sch and I am glad we always make time to meet up despite our different schedules. Guess what??? We are planning on a trip to Genting during the dec holidays!!! I am so super duper excited abt it since i missed our hongkong trip in July. (>.<)
Shan's wedding is next sat. Ooooh. Excited. (>.<)
Recess break coming up after shan's wedding. Ooooh. Fun or busy? (>.<)
Soon after, everyone will be rushing assignments and then before we know it, mugging for exams. (0_0)
Monday, September 11, 2006
9/11/2006 11:10:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
I need to apologise to u for being a spoiler. Trust me. I hv been checking on my attitude.
I should be happy that u r happy. I really ought to especially when others around u r so happy for u. I check my attitude again.
I told u I can trust u because i know u truly know what u r doing and Mr. God is there watching after ur every step.
But i cannot help but feel so worried. Worried that u might fall any time. Things are happening too fast. I told myself time is very subjective. How to decide how fast is fast, how slow is slow? I sort of lost track of what time is. I told myself i should nt impose my personal values on u.
I... dunno what i can do... Stop worrying perhaps. I will still gv u my best wishes.
9/11/2006 09:00:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
Along the alley.
The beautiful sunset.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
9/10/2006 10:20:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
I have been pondering what's my love language. I guess if i really hv to make a choice... It would be time. Because only when I spend time with people, will I be able to feel, understand and do things for em. Time allows me to appreciate ppl and in turn feel appreciated. So... Yeah! Cheers. I finally decide on my love language. :D
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Recently, i quite enjoy doing certain things alone. Like walking ard on lengthy roads, travelling home alone and zapping notes in the library. Of course, i still cannot (or rather dislike) shop and eat alone. I need companions. Hehe. So here my frds come in. I am thankful i hv eunice to shop with me on sat afternoon and buying things really made us happy girls. I am thankful i hv a group of church frds to hv supper with after svc. I am thankful I hv fen and a whole lot others who bother to chat with me over msn when i got home. I am thankful i hv god to accompany me all the time. :)
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Oh dear... I need to start doing my readings and tutorials. Tml is the start of week 5. (0.0)
Sunday, September 03, 2006
9/03/2006 11:35:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
pissed off.*fen*
from: mini cooper's official website