Saturday, December 31, 2005
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Please find your bidding result for Acad Yr 2005/2006, Semester 2 as follows:
-------------- Allocated Modules------------------
Module Code : SW1101E
Module Title: INTRODUCTION TO SOCIAL WORK
Module Code : HY2229
Module Title: NATION-BUILDING IN SINGAPORE
Module Code : SC2218
Module Title: ANTHROPOLOGY AND THE HUMAN CONDITION
Module Code : SC2217
Module Title: SOCIOLOGY OF TOURISM
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Yeah!! Bidding went pretty smoothly dis sem. I had gotten 4 out of 5 modules already. So excited for year 2006. Will be crossing over to 2006 in Church. Excited in spirit. Excited bout the things tt r gg to happen. Excited that i m excited.
God, 2005 muz be the yr i love u least. Bcos my love for u will juz increase yr after yr. =)
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
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oh yeah!! xmas is always spent with my family.. in malaysia.. it's so great to see almost everybody around.. =)*fen*
Monday, December 26, 2005
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I like u. I love u.
I want all to see.
Without u, Jesus, there'll be no me.
I wish i had a symphony.
But my simple gift is me.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
12/24/2005 01:49:00 AM Y
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Merry xmas to everybody!!hope everybody enjoy this day filled with love, laughter and joy =)i know this xmas will be very special to sharon and meizhen especially.. cos it's their first xmas as christians.. i'm sure it will be a pretty meaningful day for u guys!merry xmas 2005!!!*fen*
Friday, December 23, 2005
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Ah-ha. Relieved. Heex. Every time i hv to check results, i will feel super nervous and scared. When i was in poly, i m scared that i will get a C. Now, i m scared that i will fail!!! I hv been praying hard that i will pass my econs! Even if it's a D, i will be very very happi. I do not even think tt i deserved a better grade than a D for econs.
BUT god is faithful. Soooo faithful. I got a C for econs!!!! I do not deserved the grade especially when i could not do more than half of the questions during the final exams and i barely passed the mid term test. Fen, is this the power of moderation????!!!!! BUT seriously, i think the nus students r superb wif econs. I m the odd ball. Haha. So, no more econs modules ever in NUS.
Overall, actually i did not do well according to my standards. I had nvr seen so many Cs for soooooo long. But i proclaimed that this was the WORST semester ever and with god, i will do better and better in the coming 4 semesters. Yeah! Zhen, time to study hard!! I hv rested enough. =)
The joy of getting C for econs overcomes the disappointment of other bad grades. Haha. I hv nvr felt so happi after getting a C. This joy is god's faithfulness. Onli he can make me smile and rejoice with juz a C grade. =)
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
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results were FINALLY out yesterday.. after all that false alarms in the past few days.. the first few msges that i received were all to tell me that results are out.. go check it ba.. it was kinda scary.. so i went to check my results with a heavy heart.. (in the meanwhile hoping that i didnt flunk my gone-case maths)luckily.. and thank god.. i've passed all my modules.. especially maths! yay.. cause i really didnt know how to do the paper.. (+ the fact that i dont like maths + the fact that i didnt really study for it.. ) hahazx.. well.. i've finally understood the power of moderations.. cause i got a B for maths.. that was totally incredible.. (i owe it to moderating ba i guess)i wanna buy something for myself .. as a reward to a sickening semester.. and it's finally over.. though next sem is coming really soon.. like in 2 wks times? or 1 wk left.. yikes! sickening..wishlist : zara topmango jacket.. (yikes and it's the mango sales now~ i havent been to it yet.. or is it over?!?!)love in harvard vcdyesh! i can finally celebrate holidays in style now.. LOL..*fen*
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
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Cute sweet top @ 9.90RM
MNG Tee @ 39RM
The MNG Jacket i hv been eyeing in Spore but NVR thought i will buy it!! It cost a cool S$110 in Spore. I bought it @ 140RM, which is S$61!!! Wat a grt difference!!! I thought it's a realli gd bargain and i will regret if i dun buy. Heex. Btw, i dun usually buy branded stuff. N this is by far, the MOST EXPENSIVE PIECE OF CLOTHING i hv EVER BOUGHT!!!
Clothes for my Papa.
=2h3n=
20Dec2005. Went Johore wif mummy. On a little shopping trip since mummy is not working. We had a lunch that cost us 21RM at a chicken rice shop near City Square. Then after, we went there of cos. Had fun juz buying stuff for myself again. There sale there is wat i call sale!! Compare the prices to Singapore, i think haha, i can shop without thinking much in Johore. Juz a little mishap though. One of the shops at level4 caught fire and half the building blacked out. In the mist of smoke and darkness, ppl can still shop. Wat can i say? Me too, went ahead and shopped. Haha.
12/20/2005 11:00:00 PM Y
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19Dec2005. Met up with my poly frds. Din c em for quite a while. I was realli looking forward to us meeting up. Erm.. After we met up, i felt a little strange. Most of em r working nw. Life seems to be evolving ard work. I missed those sch days so much. Our mahjong sessions, projects, lectures, tutorials and Hongkong trip.
12/20/2005 10:59:00 PM Y
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17Dec2005. Celebrated Peibing's belated bday @ Bt Timah Hawker. I love eating there. The fish soup, the beancurd, the western fd... Yums! Of cos, whn i hv more money, i oso love pasta mania, pizza, sizzler, yoshinoya, Sakae... U noe? Heex. Hungry.
12/20/2005 10:52:00 PM Y
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Bday Girl with the GIRLS
12/20/2005 10:43:00 PM Y
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Bday girl with the BOYS
12/20/2005 10:40:00 PM Y
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17Dec2005. My gor returned from taiwan. Yeah! Gifts gifts gifts!! Actually i can always guess wat he bought for me. Every time he returns fr an overseas trip, he will buy me Mickey Mouse Stuff. Heex. Yeah! Dis time, he bought me a long sleeve top, a sweater and a pretty pink bag. My family members like to associate me with pink. I guess they sterotype me. Heex.
12/20/2005 10:30:00 PM Y
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Mickey Mouse Sweater for me. But my younger bro likes it so as a lovely sister, i will let him hv it. =)
12/20/2005 10:26:00 PM Y
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Gifts for me!!
12/20/2005 10:22:00 PM Y
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Taiwan FOOD >.<
12/20/2005 02:19:00 AM Y
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hmm.. havent been in the pink of health recently.. my gastris has been acting up this wk sighzx.... i better change my eating habits.. cant eat at irregular timings already.. plus.. results should be coming out soon today(tues) or tmr.. i guess.. since PE's result was out yest.. (prays hard that i pass everything)well.. dunoe why.. but i've been feeling down the whole day.. maybe i'm PMS-ing liao.. lolzx.. but anyway.. met up with jc clique doing the usual stuff - eat, talk, shop.. hahazx.. the food at mahanttan sth is not bad~ prices are reasonable.. and went for a drink at secrets garden or secret gardens? however.. the ambience there is cosy not bad but chatting.. hahazx..and thanks guys for the lovely presents =) i got another new bag! yay.. and i love it.. not forgetting the snoopy box that i had to carry around (-.-")hahazx..*fen*
Saturday, December 17, 2005
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=2h3n=
Update Update!! Fen, i m not COPYING u. Heex.
-Mon-
Went shopping for bday presents wif sharon. Been a long while since juz the 2 of us. Bought a brooch bcos i badly wanted to buy something for myself. =)
Tea with Rou'en like ard 630pm? Haha..
-Tue-
Went town shopping wif fen and shuang. Saw many many pretty clothes but find em all too ex. =( Bought a pair of slippers for myself bcos i badly wanted to buy more things for myself. Heex.
After shopping, we had dinner with wanling and sharon at JP. Met wah wah!!
-Wed-
Rest day @ home!! Went westmall wif mum. Badly wanted something for myself again so bought some coloured pens n a pretty pretty brooch. Haha.
-Thurs-
Baking day at Shuang's!
Dinner with Eunice n Rou'en.
-Fri-
Met up with June (my poly junie)! Had a gd lunch at pizza hut. The veggie soup is simply superb. Den accompany her to visit her granny.
Busy busy week!! Nxt wk ----> Results----> O.O -----> Argh!!! -----> Christmas!
Friday, December 16, 2005
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Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Aren't you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of what's good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!
.:-What is your true element?-:. trying to pass the time.. *fen* ;)
12/16/2005 06:59:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
It has been an incredible week so far~ =)
Cause... it's baking week!! hah!
monday :
my 1st baking session this yr.. =) over at emily's house.. heezx.. it was also the first time me and agnes went over to her house.. hahazx.. naturally we were excited!! *grin*
star of the day : chocolate chip cookies *cheers!*
of cos.. while waiting for our lovely cookies.. we didnt idle around either.. lolzx.. UNO cards, the best recreational game to pass the time away~ hahazx..
well.. i think baking can be a very good option to friendship bonding too.. hahazx..
anyway i've only written a brief entry cos too lazy already.. wanna read more can click on to emily's blog for more details geezx.. =)
tuesday:
well.. gers just love shopping and good food.. after shopping for a day.. poor zhen & I had a long shopping list.. =( hahazx.. and we have several stuff that we both wanna get.. (zara top and shorts)
met up sharon & ling and together wif shuang & zhen for dinner at jp.. i just love meeting up with old frenzs.. hahazx..
wednesday : slacking day! yay!
thursday :
hahazx.. and it was another baking day for me.. so happy! by the time we reached shuang's house, it was already nearly 3 gosh!
and so.. started work.. and it was bake bake and more bake until 8+! imagine spending 5 hrs plus baking cookies.. of cos! it wasnt boring.. hahazx.. wif me & sharon around.. yeah! and yesh.. i have to admit that i'm kinda sick of xmas songs after singing quite abit then.. hoho..
mixing work with play~ that's the fun part of it.. =)
however in the midst of baking.. things started to go wrong.. the high-tech digital weighing machine on low batt.. mixer erupted with funny noises and farted.. gosh! it was unbearable.. haha!
and... we all felt like we were gamblers yesterday.. hahazx.. from sitting on chairs to the floor.. we were playing card games.. nah.. no money involved hahazx.. we're goody kids manzx.. lolzx
COOL!!
heezx.. sharon also had written an entry about yest's baking.. i think her photo captions were pretty hilarious.. =)
friday :
slacking day again! horray!
but there was a false alarm over getting back results today.. haizx.. wonder how would i fare this semester.. its so scary.. better pray that i pass all my modules..
*fen*
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
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Monday, December 12, 2005
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12/12/2005 11:35:00 PM Y
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12/12/2005 11:31:00 PM Y
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12/12/2005 11:27:00 PM Y
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12/12/2005 11:20:00 PM Y
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12/12/2005 11:14:00 PM Y
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12/12/2005 12:37:00 AM Y
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I m no venting machine. How much is integrity worth these days? The price of Christ aint cheap. I want to preserve my integrity for Christ.
Out of no reasons, my mummy scolded me today. It started because my younger bro lost his temper on her. My mummy failed to appease him n started complaining to me. Of cos i listened. I tried to help filling in a bursary form for my younger bro which my mum has been urging me to do so. There is a criteria that one household income must not exceed S$400. So i told my mum. Then i got scolded for being too honest. I wun be sued for filling in a lower figures so we can get the money and i wun go far in the society holding on to my stupid integrity. Then my mum said this is what church has done to me. Listening to too many sermons made me dumb. If church asked me to eat shit, i probably will. I m infillial. I listen to god and not her.
I kept quiet tru'out. I was boiling inside but i told god, patience. I went back to my rm n started crying. I listen to god above the church. I felt as if everything was screwed up. I did nothing wrong in the first place. I wish my mum stopped being bias to daughters and pampered the sons when all they noe was to lose their temper. I am a good 20 yr old young adult. I can think. I dun nid my mum to tell me how stupid i am and all the yrs of education has gone into waste. I hv the right to make choices. N given my wisdom and once a business student with past experiences, i do understand how dis fallen world functions. I hv choices, don't i? I chose to obey god and stood by wat is righteous to god. To the world, it meant stupidity. What does the world knows anyway? What is wisdom?
I understand my mum was juz venting her anger on me. Honestly, i do not appreciate being a venting machine. I felt upset that my mum and my family nvr understand me. Y is worldly possessions so impt? Y is money so impt? I can forsake the money i hv. I can gv my mum all d money she wants. But is that happiness? Money brings about so much misery to my family. Proverty comes thereafter and hatred follows. God, there is nothing i can do. Bcos i m not god. I can only stand with u n trust that u deliver my family out of hatred and misery.
Saturday, December 10, 2005
12/10/2005 11:55:00 PM Y
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What do u think of me? I guess i m not attractive? As in erm... I m no attention seeker and so ppl hardly notices me. I m a very simple person. I like to day dream and i m an introvert? Heex. But i thought i m nt the v extreme kind of introvert. Juz perhaps quiet at times? Oh. I hv a v soft voice so half d time ppl cant hear me talking. I like to listen to ppl talk. N i will listen attentively one. I m a gd listener. =) Sometimes i m lazy to think. I m patient. I m quite consious of what ppl think of me. Though god pls help me not to.
I wan to change because of god. I wan to be more sociable n interactive. It's up to ppl if they like me or not but i wan to appreciate every single creation of god. It's my prayer tru dis holiday to seek god's help in breaking through in speech, faith, love and life.
My Destiny. My Story. My God.
Friday, December 09, 2005
12/09/2005 12:14:00 AM Y
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why do people love watching love stories???is it cos we can feel the pain, the anguish, the happiness all sorts of emotions of the characters?is it that the show often gives us a fairytale or the love that we personallyhope for..?what do you think?hmm.. ok.. maybe i'm just crapping here..*fen*
Monday, December 05, 2005
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Time to plan timetable for next sem!! Here r d following modules tt i will be taking:
(1) SC2217 - Sociology of Tourism
(2) SC2218 - Anthropology and the Human Condition
(3) SW1101E - Introduction to Social Work
(4) SW 2104 - Human Development over the Lifespan
(5) SSA2204 - Nation Building in Singapore
Sounds exciting??? I m excited for nxt sem! But getting results on 23rd Dec. Nt v excited bout tt. Gotta enjoy myself to d fullest bfore 23rd Dec.
Will be away to church camp at Costa Sands fr Tue to Thurs. So hv to miss mahjong wif poly gang. Sorri guys. Been missing our gatherings.. Hope to catch up soon!
Guess wat? I m been assigned AL (assistant grp leader)!!!! Argh!!!! Just knew tat last nite during camp briefing. Initially i was totally freaked out bcos it's so unexpected!!! I tot i m juz nt a person with leadership qualities.. Thx YJ n rou'en for d opportunity ya... Looking forward to my first camp in 3yrs. Seeking breaktru. It will be FUN. =)
Some frds cannot comprehend y i m into God. But i hv a million reasons y. Juz to name a few. I love god bcos he loves me. I love god bcos when i look at my life, i saw his hands on it. I love god bcos i m who i m. I love god bcos i wan to love him. I love god bcos he makes me special. I love god bcos bfore him i do nt hv to feel inferior. I love god bcos i m a princess bfore him. I love god bcos he gives me all tt i need. I love god bcos i love to sing his praise. I love god bcos i m nt ashamed tt he is god. I love god bcos he is Good. I love god bcos he is all i hv when i faced persecution. I love god bcos he is not my imagination. I love god bcos he is real. I love god bcos he loves my family. I love god bcos he loves all my frds. I love god bcos he loves ppl tt i dislike. I love god bcos he loves everyone, even the terrorists. I love god bcos i can feel his heartbeat. I love god bcos he feels my heartbeat too. I love god bcos his love overcomes all fear. I love god bcos he is god and most of all, he really loves me alot. He wrote a book that is my life. Bcos so, i was given a life. Bcos so, there is a Zhen. Bcos so, there is no idenitical DNA on earth. Bcos so, everyone is unqiue. Bcos so, he loves u before u love him or... even if u never love him...
Ppl always say life is full of regrets. But he says u r nvr too late nor early. Bcos he will always be on time. Romance is someone loves u and does so many things to seek ur attention. Regret is u nvr realise the love of your life when ur time is up.. Yet the one who feels the pain most is the one who has been secretly loving u. If u hv even been in a relationship bfore. U noe the hurt and the pain. N u probably noe wat regret realli is...
Sunday, December 04, 2005
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01 Dec 2005Yeah! its my bday.. thanks for ya guys for all your blessings and greetings! had a wonderful bday celebration indeed.. i'm glad that everyone enjoyed.. and ya.. like what sharon said.. hahazx.. we were practically eating our hearts out! yeah!! that's my fave hobby u see.. *wink wink* and i love going to ikea! there's so much things that i wanna buy.. hahazx.. so next year's bday u guys know wat to do liao right?? LOLZX.. i'm so blunt.. HAHAZX! and not forgetting my hotdog.. yummy!and know what??? my white spag top just turned PINK!?!?!?!?!?! all thanks to my wrapped skirt that i wore that day.. (-.-") cmi... thanks for all the lovely presents! *muack* i love it!thanks to my sec sch buddies for always being there and supportive of me!*Fen*
Friday, December 02, 2005
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Smile into the Jingle Bells. Another set of memories added into our collection. =)
12/02/2005 01:08:00 AM Y
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F3n and 2h3n. Owners of fantasybell.blogspot. Frds since Sec sch days. Fd lovers. Crazy gurls. Love ya!
12/02/2005 01:02:00 AM Y
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Across the table... Sharon n Yvonne r eating!
12/02/2005 12:53:00 AM Y
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Shuang is busy writing on Fen's card so zhen juz smile into the camera! Cheese!
12/02/2005 12:44:00 AM Y
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Star of the Day --> Fen!!
12/02/2005 12:35:00 AM Y
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We had lunch @ Queenstown Hawker then Hotdogs @ ikea n finally ta-da! Snacks @ Cafe Cartel. Wif fen ard, there will always be FOOD. Thank God. =)
12/02/2005 12:31:00 AM Y
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12/02/2005 12:24:00 AM Y
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Merry X'mas and Happi Bday Fen. We love ya!
12/02/2005 12:20:00 AM Y
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Hands up and Smile! But look at fen. So un-cooperative. Haha.
12/02/2005 12:11:00 AM Y
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Unto the Jingle Bells
12/02/2005 12:05:00 AM Y
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Singapore VS Hong Kong
=Night View=
Thursday, December 01, 2005
12/01/2005 01:23:00 AM Y
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Yippee! I m gg to enjoy my holidays. My precious one mth holiday. My long deserved break since i began my territary education journey in Ngee Ann. Yeah! I hv soooooo many plans!!!
1) Catching up wif frds! - Sec gang, poly gang, cell, ex-cols.
2) Shopping! - I hv a looooooooong shopping list
3) Self-enriching - Bks, Bks, Bks including bible of cos. Spending more time wif beloved god. =)
4) Time to change all my bad habits!!! - Wake up early in d morning, like erm.. 6am? Jog, exercise, jog, exercise, jog, exercise
5) Pack my rm all day all night + decorate my rm
6) Walk ard Singapore - U cannot believe i once specialised in tourism. Haha.
7) Spend more time wif mummy
8) XA camp - 6,7,8dec
9) Meditate n reflect on my wrongdoings - like being too lazy dis semester. Haiz.
10) Excited for X'mas! !st time i m spending x'mas. Heex. In church somemore. Excited excited excited.
11) Of cos tv, tv, tv, tv but i m cutting dwn on tv. Slp, slp, slp plus more slp.
12) In search of a hobby. Erm.. any ideas? But i wan to be special leh. I hv been bugging dear eunice to check out volunteers recruitment exe in NUH!!!! Eunice!!!!
So much plans. So fun. So cool. Zhen is learning to hv FUN in her life. =)
12/01/2005 01:17:00 AM Y
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Happi 20th Bday fen!!!In another few hrs or so, we will be meeting up n hv some fun together!
Fen's 20th Birthday and d following r my wishes for fen:
#1. Pray that Fen will pass her exams with satisfying grades. I noe dis sem has been tedious for u. U hv survived it! Congrats!
#2. Pray that Fen will be happy.
#3. Pray that ..... ..... Sshhh... Usually last wish cannot say out. Haha. Sorri fen! But surely, it's something gd. No worries. *winks*
Love dis gurl who has been wif me tru ups and downs right fr secondary sch days. Even till now, she has been a constant supporter to me. Thx darling! *muack*
oh yeah!! xmas is always spent with my family.. in malaysia.. it's so great to see almost everybody around.. =)
Cute sweet top @ 9.90RM
MNG Tee @ 39RM
The MNG Jacket i hv been eyeing in Spore but NVR thought i will buy it!! It cost a cool S$110 in Spore. I bought it @ 140RM, which is S$61!!! Wat a grt difference!!! I thought it's a realli gd bargain and i will regret if i dun buy. Heex. Btw, i dun usually buy branded stuff. N this is by far, the MOST EXPENSIVE PIECE OF CLOTHING i hv EVER BOUGHT!!!
Clothes for my Papa.
Bday Girl with the GIRLS
Bday girl with the BOYS
Gifts for me!!
Taiwan FOOD >.<
Merry X'mas and Happi Bday Fen. We love ya!
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