Sunday, July 03, 2005
7/03/2005 12:22:00 AM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
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Whao.. Been a looooong while since i last blog. Dear frds, r u guys doing well??? I miss u guys lots!! Realli.. I hv been doing well. Been so much blessed by god n been praying that he blesses my dearest frds too.. Frds he has given me.. He knows i m an introvert.
Alrite. Work has been good. Remembered tt i was complaining so much initially tt my work realli sux? Tat was for d whole first mth. I remembered complaining to everyone n looking forward to sat to church n cried all d time. I was so tired n i juz ask for god to revive me. I asked y he put me in such working environment. I was so stressed. Since den, every morning, as i enter the office n settle at my desk, i pray. God is realli faithful n he nvr forsake me. He blessed me wif a gd memory n by his grace, i began to enjoy work despite the stress. I m so blessed bcos i learnt to rely on god's strength rather than my own. I rely on him so much so much lyk never before. In fact, i m v desperate for him. He is indeed my saviour, my pillar. N i thx god for my working environment. Anyway, another 2 more wks of work n i will b busy wif preparation to NUS. Haven't go for medical check up and the eng test n stuff. Aiyoh. Better nt miss d deadlines.
I thx god for his many blessings. I thx him for even allowing me to be bold to take steps closer to him. I guess d thing about me is tt i m an introvert. I m v shy. I find it hard to reach out to ppl at times n probably ppl oso find it hard to reach out to me. I will cont. to seek god for tt... Anyway other den tt issue, which is a big issue for me, i hv been doin well. Regular at church, mummy knows cos i told her (I decided i nid to honour god), helpin out as committee for E-event n attending Tenet courses. So for d nxt 2-3 mths of sundays will be devoted to these courses. At d end of my course, i m gg to become a spirtual parent! M excited bout it. E-event... God has been realli gd to me... But there r still issues tt i need to deal wif... Realli... Perhaps it realli gotta do wif myself.. I dunno.. Sometimes i realli hate myself for being such an introvert. I m juz no gd at expressing myself.
Sometimes i got so tired tt i juz wanna hide in god's arms... Nt wanting to speak anything nor do anything... God.. U noe... I realli tried my best... I did my best tt i can for E-event.. I realli do.. Mayb i m juz nt trying hard enough..
from: mini cooper's official website