first week of school has been pretty smooth-sailing.. very slacked too.. hahazx.. but have to start doing tutorials again.. haizx.. so bored.. though it has only been the first week of school, but some of the modules has already been a blur to me.. gosh.. all i learnt everyday are crystal structures, lattices, lattice points.. either the lecturers go wayy tooo fast.. OR way tooo slooww...

hopefully this sem will be smooth-sailing as well..

*fen*

=2h3n=

Whao.. I realli dislike the sch's bidding system. Bidding is so troublesome n scary. The first bidding round for me started yesterdae n ended dis evening. Yesterdae i woke up bfore 9am n waited in front of my lappie to login at 9am sharp n placed my bids. After tt, i literally sat in front of d laptop till i had to leave my hm to meet sharon.

Alrite. I admit tt i m being too overly paraniod. Thanks n apologies to Sharon n Weilin n all other frds who had to calm me dwn many times n tried to convince me tt i shld be able to get my modules. For dis round, i onli bidded for 3 modules. 3 modules tt i realli realli hope i can get.

Yesterdae i had Sharon wif me to monitor, dis afternoon, i had weilin as my consultant. Haha.. For d last 2 hrs, i was all alone. I sat in front of the computer n was quite gan-chiong. So i went to www.bible.com n read d bible online. Meanwhile listening to worship songs to calm my nerves. At tt time, d bidding was kinda bad. All d 3 modules i had chose, d quota had exceeded esp Soci. Exceeded quota means more bidders than the given number of space. Haha.. At ard 3 plus, i still had 100 pts left in my balance to throw in. I had a urge to juz dump all my pts in so tt i can secure my modules. But at tt time, i sensed god asked me to b patient n wait. I waited till 430pm. I checked the system n d quota for econs dropped. I was soooo glad. At least i can definitely secured a module. N den i wondered where to dump d rest of d pts to. I listened to god. I noe he noes my anxiety n if he is able to calm me, he will gv me wat i wan.

Afterwhich, i went to take a nap. Haha.. Thx weilin! Her sms was so comforting. =) Ard 930pm, i login to my email n checked the bidding results. Praised god!! I secured all d 3 modules!!

Dear LEE MEI ZHEN,

Please find your bidding result for Acad Yr 2005/2006, Semester 1 as follows:
------------------------------------------ Allocated Modules------------------------------Module Code : JS1101EModule
Title: INTRODUCTION TO JAPANESE STUDIES

Module Code : EC1101EModule
Title: INTRODUCTION TO ECONOMIC ANALYSIS

Module Code : SC1101EModule
Title: MAKING SENSE OF SOCIETY

I had secured Jap studies, econs n soci. Yesh!! But... another nightmare on Mon... Round 2A bidding... I had to bid for another 2 more modules... Haiz... Nt again...

first day of school~ officially a year 2 student.. hahazx..

there was much commotion today at school~ had not seen school to be that packed and crowded at all times.. (not to mention being mistaken to be freshies!!?!@?!@?!@?) sooooo many students in school.. gosh~ i hate first few days..

come to think of it.. it's been a year since i'm in ntu le.. hahazx.. looking at the freshies remind me of my times.. hahaha.. (sontong and ignorant~)

took some pics at school~ being bo-liao and zi-lian of us!! hahazx.. shall upload tmr.. too lazy le..

hopefully school will get less crowded.. and more shuai ges to look out for.. hah! joking..

not to forget, met up with zhen and woanling for dinner tonight.. hahazx.. had a great time though i was soo tired.. seeing woanling is especially great~ cos ah.. the last time i saw her was last sem on the bus which was months ago manzx!! hohoho..

*fen*

today is 24th Jul.. it's been a raining day again.. like that very day..

tmr is 25th Jul.. it's time to pack up all my fun, happiness, laughter and go back to school.. =( gosh.. i'm dreading it manzx.. tmr, this hour i will be in school already.. sianzx!!! somehow or rather i'm lookinng forward.. yet dreading it.. i saw some of my module lecture notes.. gosh.. all look sooo chim.. i wonder if i can cope anot..

sighzx.. hopefully it will be an eventful monday.. GO AWAY monday blues~~~

i'm already looking forward to my DEC HOLS~ hooray!!!

and come to think of it.. my last 2 wks of hols was all about shopping, shopping and MORE shopping.. hahazx.. and i managed to buy some new stuff for school.. yay!!

*fen*

had a fruitful thursday!
i'm sooo glad to meet up with jc friends yesterday!
all of us bought stuff home today..
so fruitful..
shall update more soon!

ciao!

*fen*

=2h3n=

During d E-Event meeting, juz suddenly, somehw, i juz reflect about myself. Myself. I ask myself who i m. Who i m to others, who i m to myself. I m a girl once lost but was found. I found my identity in god. Cos i believe he noes me n he set dis set of character in me.

I used to worried n perhaps m still worrying hw to communicate wif ppl cos i m such an introvert. Faith sets me apart. I believe i will still b able to meet ppl. God made d path. I walk d journey. I hope i will b a blessing to ppl. I seek no fame n attention. Bcos of my nature, i m a quiet person. Frds, who m i to u? I learnt nt to b ashamed bcos i m an introvert. God will magnify my weaknesses into strengths n blessings to others. I learnt nt to b so self-centered. I learnt to b brave n nt ashamed of god. I learnt to walk in deep faith even at times i was stumbled upon by others bcos i chose to serve god.. Many times these tears almost tear my hrt apart but i held on.. For as long as now.. i m happi..

I felt lyk a tree swaying tremendously in the storm. D branches swayed so hard tt it broke one by one. Soon, all tt was left of d tree was it trunk. D wind got harder n harder but d trunk stood firm. D storm calmed dwn after a long while. D trunk still stood there. Bcos of d root. Dis root is d root of faith tt goes deep deep into d earth, holdin on to d tree. I desire to b tt tree.

Although outside thoughts circular in my mind, i m still focus on meeting kk. Juz tt i cant tok cos i had no voice. Todae's meeting was realli meaningful n grt. I thought of a lot things. Pastor Janice even dropped by to speak to us. We were reminded of our focus. We were encouraged. Bcos things earlier for d past wks were uncertain n some of us were realli disappointed. I guessed d stress was realli upon d leaders. Gwen especially shared wif us hw she felt n all. We did a lot of sharing. I understand my comm members more. We all had a common destiny n we r workin on it together. I c glory upon our lord's face. Not bcos of wat we had done but how we had grown. I m amazed n in awe.

Gillian, u wun b reading dis, but i wanna tell u, u r a great partner to work wif. Funni n candid. Even though at times we sint coordinating well. We r all learnin ma. I appreciate u a lot!!

Sharon darlin, thx for being there for me. I luv u. At times when i was realli dwn wif all these plannings n probs. U r always there to listen. I noe u r stressed in judglin between work n bidding n e event n family n frds n even god. But god is a all time god. U shared wif me tt he wans to speak to u but u aint gving him d opportunity. Rem u told me hw u spoke to him every morning at ur workplace? Do d same now. In small little ways even, he realli appreciate n u will b so much blessed. *HUgs*

Can i take dis opportunity to thx every member of d comm?? Haha. Can la. My blog leh. Ehem. Thx Q peeps whom i hv grown wif together since d beginning of d plannin of d event. Thx Q guys nt bcos i m holy holy muz thx ppl. I m nt a noble person la. Juz tt.. I feel tt i had grown a lot.. Frankly speaking, it wasn't easy at all for me fr d v first meeting i attended. A lot of emotins n spirtual struggles underneath my "nothing" face at each meeting. Looking at hw one another spurs encouragement upon each other. Hey, i juz feel proud to b part of d team.

i'm trying to find this design of puma bags.. if anyone of u knows where i can get it, can just tag me on my blog or sth?? thanks!!! =)

=2h3n=

Whao!! Argh!! Haha!! 2h3n now proudly declares that she has graduated!! Armed wif a DIPLOMA in Business Studies. Whoo!! Yeah!! Memories of d days in Ngee Ann n my wonderful frds still remained fresh in my mind. I missed those days in poly.. There is dis fear in me.. I dunno if i can survive in NUS. I dunno if i will meet wonderful frds lyk tt fr poly. So approachable n friendly..

I wish to honour my dear frds again for making Poly so memorable n fun:

Huang Shiya, Jeserene Ng Yu, June Chin Jie Min, Koh Kwee Lian, Lim Weiqi, Heng Yuxuan, Tay Soh Hui and Cheh Hui Feng.

And of cos to my fellow classmates fr TB22 n TB18 (yr3). Thx Q gers for making things work. For being there for me in times of despair n joy. From d bottom of my hrt, i thx u gers n i luv u all!!

Y r they so different n unique?? Bcos among em, NONE has airs at all n nobody compares GRADES at all. There is genuine friendship that is as pure as d clear waters. When i m dwn or disappointed in my grades, i recieved so much encouragement n concern. When i stammered in presenations, they gave encouraging nods n attention so tt i can recovered n moved on. I thx god for dis journey. Indeed he has grt plans for me. Grt plans to meet ppl i can find joy in. Even as an introvert, i can find frds, true frds. Thx god. I realised tt academic is juz a minor portion of poly, bonding n fun made up d bigger portion.

Looking back, when i was in pri sch, i oso had a group of realli wonderful frds who took grt care of me cos i m such an introvert. Haha.. They r so popular in class yet they wanna be my frds! I missed em... Sadly, we had sort of lost in touch..

Secondary sch times were realli special to me. I had my sec sch frds whom till now, we still kept in contact. My best buddies who probably noes me more than i noe myself. Haha. I had fond memories there too.. Although when i was in sec 3 n 4, studies totally stressed me out big times, i had fun. These buddies r those i thought i cant survive if i din end up in d same sch as em after O levels. But god proved otherwise. I did not walk d same path as most of em to JC, i went to poly wif a few others. I thought i cant survive. But i did. I becum so much more independent. I cant imagine hw much i rely on em then.

As we walked tru PHASE TO PHASE, fr pri sch to sec sch to poly or jc to uni or to work, each phase, each of us has a different story. Each phase, we c joy n laughter n sadness. Eventually we will all end up in d working world. Honestly, workin world is v serious. It may nt b as fun as schooling. Most ppl will think tt is probably d final phase of life, after tt retirement. BUT, is tt wat u want? Juz a passing phase? Ultimately, u will start thinking, hey, wat's next for life? Life can b so boring. Now, u can turn ur phase ard n make it present n worthwhile instead of juz a passing one! Think about it, find ur purpose. Search ur soul. Come to NUS on 26 Aug. We hv something special for u. Haha.

hey people!!

if u guys know where in singapore i can find PUMA shops.. just tag on my blog kkk... pretty important to me.. heezx.. thanks for helping!

any branches will do...

thanks guys!!! i will greatly appreciate it if u all know =)

*fen*

Hohoho 

Cheers! 

Kisses! 

Yeah! 

Diploma in Business Studies =) 

My transcript 

VIPs 

Ms Cheng n I 

Mr. Tham, one of d best lecturer in NP 

Ah ya and me! 

June and I!!  

Yeah!! Proudly announced we hv graduated! 

it's now the Graduation seasons manzx!! grads from polys, universities are all attending their grad ceremonies.. saw sooo many of them in formal attires, holding bunches of flowers.. wearing square hats and grad gowns (for some..) so nice to be graduating.. HAHAzx..

i wonder what will i do during the ceremony.. maybe i will just trip over some wires on stage.. and make a fool out of myself .. hah! think too much already.. LOLZx

the start of the wk has been quite pleasant..

met up with von for lunch.. havent seen her since the marina steamboat outing.. (haizx.. reminded me that hols has JUST started only!) hahazx.. soon after sharon also came to join us.. yeah!! had a great lunch. =)

yesterday went ktving with agnes & emily.. havent been ktving with emily before.. hahazx.. quite nice and was fun! hahazx..

sadded =( today's already the 13th jul! i'll be starting year 2 sem 1 on the 25th!!! only have like 12 MORE days till sch terms start..

it's DEVASTING!!!

i havent enjoyed ENUFF!!!!!!!

3 months isnt enough......

sobbbzxxxxxxxxx............

i'm already anticipating the next hols in dec.. hahazx..

abit far-stretched..

*fen*

my friend called to ask me to go down for work for another 3 days beginning tmr.. sighzx.. but i wouldnt be free this wk.. haizxx.. why they didnt tell me earlier?? so sad manzx.

but nvm.. i shall just think about all the fun stuff that's going on then..

well.. hopefully they will have some other jobs again for me next time round..

*fen*

yeah!! i've completed my 3-day stint.. hohozx.. it went off quite well.. it wasnt as horrifying as i had thought it to be.. lolzx.. but this job ah.. cant do for long.. tiring manzx.. but overall.. i met new people.. the staff from the company who employed us are very nice and friendly people.. =)

and.. i've managed to do like 70+ surveys over 3 days.. (considering i only worked less than 4 hrs each day) hmm.. i'm proud of myself manzx! hahahazx.. (ok.. i'm becoming thick-skinned these days) espcially after the public surveying... and one of my supervisior was a caucasian(mr brad) heezx.. i just loveeee his blue eyes.. aiyo!! cant help staring at him.. hahazx.. and he's nice.. bought bananas for us.. but felt bad cos we didnt eat any..

we went to yishun safra to do surveying.. and i just loveeee their swimming pool!! sooo tempted to just jump straight into the nice blue waters u see.. plus the weather was freaking humid and hot!! cant stand it.. imagine having to do surveys there???!?!

but the lifeguards there are very nice.. (extremely friendly!!!) very easy to talk with.. felt like i've known them for some time le.. hahazx.. but so sad.. we only stayed at the pool for like only an hour plus.. but hope to see them there again.. heezx.. anyone wanna go there for a swim???

and i think i'm really kind of blur and blind!!?!?!? u see.. i was on the bus on my way to orchard PS so there was this guy who was at the standing area of the bus.. so he turned over in my directions AFEW times.. and i was totally blind to NOT notice that he's actually chinchun.. gosh!! and so.. i didnt like say hizx or anything to him.. when we alighted at the same bus stop (so coincidence!) and he kept turning back~ i was too malu to say hizx to him le..

!@?!@??!@##!@#?$!@

i felt so dumb and blind.. hahazx..

AND... i NEARLY got my new handphone today..

okay.. end up i missed the chance again.. i've already taken the quene no.!!?!?!?

haizx.. nvm.. lets wait till next wk then.. hopefully i will have good news.. for myself hahazx..

*fen*

i've managed to pass 1/3 of my job.. hahazx.. still okay lah.. shall wait till sat to comment more..

anddd... i saw Mr Ng( he taught me erm.. health education or moral education??) ya.. and i was quite surprised to see him during my job.. and he's so nice.. heezx.. and know what?? he still remembers me.. awww... he's so sweet!!! okay.. so i stopped him in his pathway.. hmm.. sounds abit too high.. lolzx.. and he helped me to do the survey.. hohozx! thanks mr ng!! ok.. i promised to go back Jvs on Teacher's Day.. sooooo.. shall we all go back together?? heezx..

*fen*

hohohohohoho.. guys!! know what..

u'll be hearing about my complains for the next four days.. so.. please please bear with me.. i might get mad, get depressed.. (at least for the next four days) so.. please bear with me.. hahahazx

okay.. my motivation will be passing by that adidas store and my nice nice jacket hanging on the shelves waiting for my arrival.. so.. should i get it?? it costs 109bucks.. u see.. ex hor.. but nice!! plus it has my fave symbol on it.. the retro styleee~

remember to bear with me manzx..

*fen*

my uni friend offered me a job offer today.. its a public surveying job for safra membership survey.. something like that.. well.. i dont really know much about the job.. Going for the briefing tomorrow.. hopefully it will turn out fine..

working from thurs to sat.. so sad.. then i cant meet agnes on thurs and friday for ktving with emily.. sorry guys!! but will make up for ya next wk.. heezx.. we go ktving next wk lah hor.. heezxx.. *huggies*

suddenly.. i feel like i've been pampered.. hmm.. had never done a single job in my entire life before.. (but if u consider working in dad's office, yeah! then i've worked before hohozx) heh.. next few days going to WORK leh.. ok.. i feel idiotic.. it's not fun working.. i can see it manzx.. hahazx.. dont ask me why..

*fen*

couldnt sleep.. tossed and turned on my bed for the past 1 hr.. and here i am.. blogging.. hahazx
suddenly many things just started flashing in my mind as i desperately tried to fall asleep!?!??!?

to live with regrets in life is a misery.
i'm sorry i didnt cherish.
i'm sorry that i have to learn some things the hard way.
i hope everything can be like before.
when hope is frail?
sighzx.. i really hope for a miracle.
i miss too much..

maybe hunger also disturbed my sleep.. hah!! i cant sleep very well when there's hunger pangs.. but whatever.. it's gonna be a good week ahead i hope.. (though i have no plans for any activities this wk as usual) all last minute stuff.. i'm happy to be able to just eat, sleep, watch tv, play whenever i want. dont have to bother so much especially when school term starts.

darn! its already the 4th july today. darn! countdown to new sch term, new yr : 19 days :(
shit! there's so much that i wanted to do.
as usual my butt's not moving u see..

i wanna.....................................................................................

learn dancing.. (maybe jazz.. its quite cool! hahazx)
go swimming.. (butt's not moving again u see)
learn driving!!! (its a must.. soon.. i hope)
widen social circle (yeah.. but dont know how)
more time to slack my ass off!!
go ikea buy some nice nice stuff to make my room more creative?? (of cos! not forgetting my hotdog sandwich ;))
travel to some parts of the globe (esp hk or aus now)

heh heh heh.. the list can go on and on u see..

well.. .when u cant slp.. weird things just occupy ur whole brain.
rubbish.. hahazx

hoho.. great to end entry with a stunning pic of my cute n cool guy ;)


*fen*

=2h3n=

Whao.. Been a looooong while since i last blog. Dear frds, r u guys doing well??? I miss u guys lots!! Realli.. I hv been doing well. Been so much blessed by god n been praying that he blesses my dearest frds too.. Frds he has given me.. He knows i m an introvert.

Alrite. Work has been good. Remembered tt i was complaining so much initially tt my work realli sux? Tat was for d whole first mth. I remembered complaining to everyone n looking forward to sat to church n cried all d time. I was so tired n i juz ask for god to revive me. I asked y he put me in such working environment. I was so stressed. Since den, every morning, as i enter the office n settle at my desk, i pray. God is realli faithful n he nvr forsake me. He blessed me wif a gd memory n by his grace, i began to enjoy work despite the stress. I m so blessed bcos i learnt to rely on god's strength rather than my own. I rely on him so much so much lyk never before. In fact, i m v desperate for him. He is indeed my saviour, my pillar. N i thx god for my working environment. Anyway, another 2 more wks of work n i will b busy wif preparation to NUS. Haven't go for medical check up and the eng test n stuff. Aiyoh. Better nt miss d deadlines.

I thx god for his many blessings. I thx him for even allowing me to be bold to take steps closer to him. I guess d thing about me is tt i m an introvert. I m v shy. I find it hard to reach out to ppl at times n probably ppl oso find it hard to reach out to me. I will cont. to seek god for tt... Anyway other den tt issue, which is a big issue for me, i hv been doin well. Regular at church, mummy knows cos i told her (I decided i nid to honour god), helpin out as committee for E-event n attending Tenet courses. So for d nxt 2-3 mths of sundays will be devoted to these courses. At d end of my course, i m gg to become a spirtual parent! M excited bout it. E-event... God has been realli gd to me... But there r still issues tt i need to deal wif... Realli... Perhaps it realli gotta do wif myself.. I dunno.. Sometimes i realli hate myself for being such an introvert. I m juz no gd at expressing myself.

Sometimes i got so tired tt i juz wanna hide in god's arms... Nt wanting to speak anything nor do anything... God.. U noe... I realli tried my best... I did my best tt i can for E-event.. I realli do.. Mayb i m juz nt trying hard enough..

i think Indochine (or izzit Indochino??) erm.. hahazx.. i didnt really notice the name of the place.. but it's kinda of cool! it has a live band with people singing to english pop.. hmm.. i think it's a very nice place to chit chat with friends.. it's not smoky(i think), outdoor-style.. cool.. not that noisy too.. let's go one of the days then.. kekezx

yesterday... had dinner with shuang. fz and leon.. well.. not bad.. i wanna go nydc to eat le lah.. i miss my three amingos!!?!?!?! cos i couldnt eat those stuff.. i can only see them eating in agony.. haizx.. sighzx.. hahazx

*fen*

The Two Princesses
We are beautiful..
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.

Princess Zhen
NUS FASS Graduate*Social Worker

Loves...
fen
the King
All Royalites
Children
the Sky
Aeroplanes
Boxes
Being a tourist
Photo snapping
Fun
Being silly
FOOD

Princess Fen
NTU Material Science Engineering Graduate

Loves...
Zhen
Nua-ing
Being a couch potato
Food & good food!!
travelling
Europe: England, Switzerland to name afew
Japan
Hong Kong
Taiwan
Aussie
Maldives
Shopping
ktv-ing
Reading
my family
my friends

Wish List

1) Find an ideal job SOOONNN!!
2) Mini Cooper
from: mini cooper's official website
3) Overseas trip with sec sch clique
4) Sakura viewing in Japan

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