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Thursday, June 02, 2005

6/02/2005 11:38:00 PM Y

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♥ You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=

So busy this wk. Busy @ work. Driving nuts. Din check e-mails for days since there's no time to. Missed so many e-mails, so much updates, church stuff n time even for myself. Argh. I noe i m nt alone. But let me argh.

Feeling guilty. V much guilty. Supposed to fast a meal fr wed to fri. Todae i din. But din eat dinner. Consider? No. Cos i din pray. Argh. I cant help tt work is stressing me up n takin so much of my precious time away. For d 101th time, i will nvr work at a Travel agency. Lotsa guilt still.. i better do s/t bout it.

Anyway, s/t to cheer up a little. I got hm nt long ago n saw dis NP mail on my table. In a crumpled envelope. D 1st thing i asked mummy is, gor has it too? I was wondering if it is a letter for graduation ceremony. Den she said no so i opened up.

The title - DIRECTOR'S LIST - DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS STUDIES (TOURISM & MANAGEMENT)

Nvrm tt i din get diploma in merit nor any prizes but dis sure cheer me up. I was reminded of god's faithfulness n d grt work he has done.

The letter goes.. I have great pleasure in commending you on your outstanding academic performance and achievement which places you on the Director's List for the graduation class of 2005.

The Director's List recognises and distinguishes the top ten percent of the graduating class based on academic results for each course of study (they mean d overall of my 3 yrs in NP or my final yr?? So unclear)

N den blah blah blah... Cont. d NgeeAnn Spirit.... blah blah blah...

Believe me. It is not by my means to get into dis erm Director's list but god who has seen me tru n blessing me. Even at times when i m disobedient. There is nothing to boast about but d salvation of god is so overwhelming n all so powerful tt one cant even imagine n sometimes see his grt work.

For it says in d bible, No eyes has seen, no ears has heard, d gd tt d lord has done for those who loves him.

God has given me or rather us more than wat we can see wif our naked eyes n wat we hear.
Cont. to believe even in times of trials n temptation. I wanna strive an A in God's eyes, nt juz results. Nobody is gg to judge me n rem me for my grades, rather for wat i m willing to do for god. Ppl is gg to question my faith whether issit positive or negative. Most imptly, d lord will judge me. I wanna score wif my hrt, nt my brain n by mere knowledge..

I seek ur guidance father, to be lead in ur light. I see d uneasy roads in front of me wif lotsa crossroads. May i nt fear n b strong in my faith as troubles n setbacks pour over. Cont. to believe in u. B patient till i c d fruits. B forebearing. B a seeker who craves for u more n more.

My first step out to step deeper into the river, b a part of d evangelistic event committee. Been inexperienced n anti-social, there's fear n conflicts within me. I seek wisdom to act n behave as i shld. B bold to in stepping out is definitely tru d grace of d lord.

All these i commit into ur hands,
In Jesus precious name i pray,
Amen.

The WitnessY

The Two Princesses
We are beautiful..
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.

The Princesses' ListsY

Princess Zhen
NUS FASS Graduate*Social Worker

Loves...
fen
the King
All Royalites
Children
the Sky
Aeroplanes
Boxes
Being a tourist
Photo snapping
Fun
Being silly
FOOD

Princess Fen
NTU Material Science Engineering Graduate

Loves...
Zhen
Nua-ing
Being a couch potato
Food & good food!!
travelling
Europe: England, Switzerland to name afew
Japan
Hong Kong
Taiwan
Aussie
Maldives
Shopping
ktv-ing
Reading
my family
my friends

Wish List

1) Find an ideal job SOOONNN!!
2) Mini Cooper
from: mini cooper's official website
3) Overseas trip with sec sch clique
4) Sakura viewing in Japan

The verdictY

they pleaded him GUILTY.

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The judgesY

Eunice

Susan

June Lee

Emily

Shiya

Jeserene

Ah wee

Christy

Wah Wah

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TCC

Aipeng

Mei Sin

The FOOTSTEPSY

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Her thanksY

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