Thursday, April 28, 2005
4/28/2005 10:10:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
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Been facing computer in office for straight 9 hrs everyday. My poor eyes r gettin so weary n painful. Work was boring todae. Everyone was busy n teased up wif their work. So serious n seem to encounter so many probs. Erm... I felt so. Boss was shouting at em n everyone din stop working. I was bored bcos i ran out of things to do n dared nt approach boss n asked her wat else she wanted me to do so i juz double n triple check all my entries again n again. Haha. Until finally everyone losen up n i found em crackin jokes again, i asked boss wat i cld do. Den i learnt some new excel skills. Realised m pretty idiot. Haha. But at least i learnt something new. N i was so clumsy todae. Sad.
During d period i was bored, i juz observe wat they were doing. Haha. They were all workin on incentive trips. I wanted to help cos it seem so interestin though taxing. They were doin incentive trips for all those rich schs like ACS n nan yang. So interesting. N abacus to em is lyk nothing!!! Can issue a tix within seconds. M amazed. Den i overheard em checkin out on Qantas schedule n at d back of my mind, i m workin out wat to type in abacus system. Hahaha. Den i thought d 2 letter designated codes for Qantas is QF but they said BA. Did i rem wrongly??? Strange hor. BA = British airways arh. Haha. Dunno la. Den they recieved a complain fr BA sayin they (Global) cld make 5 bkings at any one time on abacus. Den again, i recalled wat Mr tham taught us. In d end is BA fault la. Abacus din say so. Haha. So much for being boring ya. M juz BORED.
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
4/27/2005 10:01:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
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Had a terrible first day of work. A few hrs into work, i started vomiting n i felt v v uncomfortable n paiseh. Afterall, was my first day of work. I vomited in front of my colleagues n scared em out of hell. Haha. At least tt's wat d boss said. Den i decided i cant take it anymore. I went hm.
Hey! Sporeans r selfish man. Along my way fr robinson rd back to raffles mrt was tiring n tedious. I vomited lyk twice along d way n NOBODY helped me. Ya. They watched. Sad man. At least offer me tissue la. It was onli when i reached d mrt station tt an Indian guy (ya i noe, he prob think i m a malay :S) approached me n asked if i m alrite n started a list of dunno wat qns. Argh. I cont. struggled my way hm on d train. I even fought for a seat bcos my legs were so wobby, i felt lyk m gonna collapsed anytime. N cont. throwin up in d train. Den i finally finally reached BB station. It was d most most most horrible moment of my life man. I took 30 mins to get hm. I was tryin v v hard nt to vomit n to walk back hm. I rested along my way soooo many times. Every little step i took, i rested bcos i felt too nauseous n giddy to move on. I wished i wld faint right away n somebody juz carry me hm. But i din. Mummy finally came n got me back when she waited sooooo long for me at hm. Went to d doc. Got a jab. Slept till d nxt morning.
Was still feelin giddy when i woke up but decided to pull myself to work. Worked extra hard at work cos i felt i need to make up for wat happened on mon. N todae, i pia again. Went work early n went hm late.
Work aint tt bad as i thought wld b. D department i m in was pretty small. MICE department. I m in charge of data entry for CNA2005 n BCA2005. Kaoz. A lot of data to enter n tt damn excel damn irritatin. Kept earsing d entries i had typed n i had to b EXTRA EXTRA careful, juz in case i key wrongly n made d company lose money. But still alrite. Though realli strainin n tiring. D colleagues.. Erm.. Dunno gd or bad... They r pretty much of higher age range den me... Bcos of my mishap on mon, i hardly tok to em. Besides, i dunno hw to. Call me anti-social. Perhaps things will get better when NP studs join nxt wk. =) D colleagues hv a v strange relationship. One moment they can shout at one another n d nxt, chattin happily. Erm... perhaps tt's d workin world... Hypocrites mayb. I cant tell when they r real or when they r nt. We shall c as time goes by...
Oh sad. I cant go xuan's place tml. Gotta work.
Thursday, April 21, 2005
4/21/2005 10:44:00 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
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M satisfied wif my results. Was so worried tt NUS will reject me if i din do well. I m feelin so thankful now. Thankful to those who prayed for me, sf who helped me checked my results n of cos to god. I knew i dun deserve my grades. Think i will feel thxful d whole day. =)
Gg to start work at global nxt mon. Sad. Feeling lonely as i hv to go work alone. Cos tt lady wanted me to start first den schedule for jes to work. Hopefully jes will join v v soon den i will hv her company!! We so got yuan fen one. D last time we worked in d same attachment company n same place. So cool.
Yeah!! Tml m gg out wif ah ya, jes n kweelian. Yeah!!
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
4/20/2005 09:19:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
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Erm... Arh... La...
Nothing to do...
Sunday, April 17, 2005
4/17/2005 09:52:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
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I wished june din tell me tt huiling had got offers fr all 3 uni... n of cos she got into her first choices i believe... I m happi for her tt she did well. She had always did her best tru her yrs in NP. We all c tt... But me being me, i cant help but feel being pull dwn... I noe of cos, god has already being v v v kind to me. Wat more do i hv to ask for? But again, me being me... i cant help but feel a little dejected. Of cos, we cant hv all d best things in d world. Well, since god has given me a way, he muz hv believe tt is d area i can perform best in. Aint i supposed to b glad?
Suddenly feel as if i m at d crossroads again... I always thought i shld study... But now, i seriously shld think about studyin n workin. Erm... Anyway, gettin results back on thurs. Pray for d best. Feel a little gd. Andy oh said rina n i scored d highest for llm final paper in our class. At least i wun fail tt module.
Friday, April 15, 2005
4/15/2005 10:09:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
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Kids nowadays can b so critical n practical in depicting people. I wonder wat respect means to them now. Erm... Perhaps it got to do wif d way parents teach their children or mayb got to do wif the current education system or even d exposure to media influence their thinkin somehw. I believe though, parents realli pay a major role in settin d kids' perception of looking at d world n ppl.
I was out d afternoon wif Huiching, an ex- colleague fr tom n stef n her niece. I thought tt little girl was rather innocent so i chatted wif her lo. Who noes... Haiz... A little brat. Haha... Well, perhaps she IS innocent in a SENSE. Haha.
I was tryin to hook up little talks wif her so i asked her to guess my age. BTW, she's in pri 3, 9 years old i guessed. She started starin at me n got closer n closer. I was lyk, interestin gurl. She said 35? I almost puked blood man. So i asked her to guess again n her guesses r stupidly out of range. Finally, she ruled dwn to 19 n she said she cant believe it cos i got winkles n pimples. Winkles???? Little brat. She said her xiao yi (huiching) is 20 n dun hv a single pimple. How can i b younger den her? I was like, u cant look at ppl tt way. Den she went on to say more insultin things subconsiously. She said tt she will DIE if she has my look. N she will put lotsa makeup bfore gg out if she is me. Obviously, tt little brat din realise wat she said was insulting. Haha. I was INDEED INSULTED but she din lie arh. Just too critical n practical. A bad tempered person wld perhaps slap her across her face. But i was more amused den. Thinkin wat d world has come to. N she CANT stop callin me auntie. Oh pls. I threatened nt to teach her anything or rather tell her ans to her homework if she cont. callin me auntie. Seems to do d trick.
But still, little brat. Haha...
4/15/2005 12:09:00 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
Journey - Zhang Shao HanIt's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you
I luv dis song d first time i heard it. Was reminded of d song again when i watched Dolphin's bay on channel U. Nice show though i onli watched 2 eps so far. D lyrics is so meaningful. One will understand hw meaningful according to hw u c d song.
Read deep i would say. =)
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
4/13/2005 12:31:00 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
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Wonderin y fen has not been bloggin??? Cos she's havin her exams nw n she has been v stressed over it. So ppl, do pray for her. Meanwhile, i will b d one bloggin n bloggin.
Been enjoyin life since 1 apr. Slpin all day. Eatin all day. watchin tv all day. Last wk's highlight was d chalet. Dis wk has been v fruitful so far even though d wk juz begin. Mon, went xuan's place for mahjong n tv-ing together. Tue, went jose's place for tb18's steamboat gatherin although in d end onli 7 of us there.
I played mahjong as a form of leisure n entertainment NOT gambling. I hate gamblers. D onli place i ever go for mahjong-ing is forever at xuan's place onli so it is realli rare. Plus they r gg to start work soon so i probably wun get to touch d game till d next gatherin which is i dunno when. Bfore they start work, i will make em hv mahjong marathon for one nite. Haha. As make-up. Interestin game. But we din play much yesterdae la. Spent equal time watchin tv together. Ah ya's pretty unlucky yesterdae. Not onli keep losing, she even missed her 99 2 times. D funni thing was d 2nd bus driver din even stop for her despite her fanning. Ah wee n i oso v bad la. We laughed at her but it was funni arh.
Todae had steamboat at jose's place. I went early to help fd preparation but was tricked into believin i was d last to arrive. I was so sorri for nothng. Argh. Although there is onli 7 of us (jose, juri, jessica, rina, dion, benson n me), it was fun. Had a grt time laughin n scarin each other. Cos dion n jessica lo, dunno y hv to tok bout d eye ten durin dinner. Plus jose's pace v big n errie n dark. Dunno y he dun wanna on d other lights. Den we heard errie sounds will start thinkin too much plus everytime somebody came hm, we will scream. they probably think we r mad. After dinner, we wanna watched Shutter one. Dion's frd bought it fr thailand, original with all those censored scenes. But too bad, jose's com cant play dvd so cant watch. In d end watched another show but juri, benson n i left early. Find d show pretty borin la. Haha.
So glad been out these 2 days, nt havin to think too much n onli enjoyin.
Friday, April 08, 2005
4/08/2005 01:26:00 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
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Chalet's over!! I noe u ppl r waiting for d photos n videos, will get em transfer to my pc soon!! B patient!! =)
We met 2 hrs bfore check in time to buy the fd n stuff for bbq. D journey was there was full of excitement. When we finally reached our rm, which was on d 2nd storey, we packed our stuff n got into a photograhpy session. It was fun shooting n den we decided to play uno stacko while feng n ah wee did fd preparation. Wat made d game so exciting was d forfeit - truth or dare. Truth was alrite cos we got nothing dirty to dig out. Haha. Dare was more excitin eps when ah wee got it. Her dare was to knock on somebody's elses rm n said "i luv u" to whomever opened the door. Haha. So exciting, after many doors, finally there is a rm wif somebody. N somemore it was an aunite. Haha. She was lyk wat? n ah wee v funni lo, had to explain to her wat was happenin n fulfil her task of sayin i luv u.
After d game, we went dwn to d bbq pit. Ah wee, parrot n feng took over d pit n started d fire. After d fire was started, feng took over d cookin. Towards d end, i helped to cookd d remaining fd while feng took a rest. But onli for a little while. Haha. Thx 4 her guiding, i din cooked any black stuff. Heex. While d rest were busy bbq-in n chattin, xuan n i decided to take some memorable videos. Heex. We took turns to b d directors n filmed many diff plots. Got family la, murders la n ah ya's singing. Haha. V fun. N i realised xuan is a better reporter den me so let her b is a better choice. I m a cool camera man. D fd was grt n we finishes everything quite fast. By 830, we finished all d fd le. So we headed back to our rm. Oh ya, btw, we met xiuli there wor.
Back in d rm, we took turns to shower. Meanwhile, we played uno-stacko n cards while parrot, xuan n ah ya cont. wif their filmin. Of cos, i joined in d act ltr. Mine was a small role onli. Haha. Den after showers, we all got v high le. We spilt into 2 grps (4 members each grp) n had a PK competition. First round, hai dai arh hai dai, 2nd round, hei bai pei n last round, wu gui wu gui qiao. Haha. V fun n high. Ltr we played chao ji bi yi bi. Haha. Parrot, xuan n ah wee were gd. D rest r nt bad too. Except me cos my chinese quite lousy la. Heex. But it was fun!!
Den after d game, some of us decided to play hrt attack to keep awake while parrot, pearly n jes watched tv. Too bad kweelian had to go hm early n missed d gamin part. Den one by one, we began to dose off. I slpt at 4am till 630am at d edge of d bed bside ah wee. Parrot was cool to tahan all d way. By 730, everybody was up n we watched d morning news together n had "holy" discussions. Haha. So funni. Den we headed to mac for brkfast bfore takin d mrt hm.
Overall, it was realli fun. It has been a long long time since i last go for a chalet. N usualli i will go wif my sec clinques. D 1 n 1/2 half at d chalet was realli memorable. Hope we will still hv such gatherings..
Monday, April 04, 2005
4/04/2005 09:11:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
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~*THE END*~3 yrs in ngee ann officially over. Whao. Cant imagine hw time flies. I will miss d fun there. D frds i hv made n d lessons i learnt. Lessons nt onli in lectures but things like hw to b more independent n d purpose in life. A new chapter is about to begin. So wat m i gg to do next?
Erm... I will b takin up a temp job for a few mths while waitin for uni. I m gg for smu's interview tml. N dis morning, i got a letter fr nus!! I got accepted into arts n social science. I cant believe wat god has done to me! I nvr nvr nvr nvr DREAM tt nus will accept me. =) Definitely nt by my means. God muz hv did d work. Cant stop tearing d moment i read d letter. But i m v thankful.
I went nus to visit sf n mummy. They took me for a tour ard nus. Wow. Tt place is real big. Enjoyed watching em discussin socio. Den we had cheese prata for dinner. They r soooo swt. =)
Friday, April 01, 2005
4/01/2005 11:16:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
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*~*THE END*~*2h3n's 3 years of academic life in NP
Had my final paper dis morning. Was glad it was over. D onli paper tt i put my hrt to study bcos i suddenly realised tt it was realli my final paper in NP last nite. Going to hv a looooong holiday. I remembered hw i used to work at tom n stef during the holidays n hw my frds n i went job-seekin together. Feelin a little empty bcos i noe few weeks ltr, i wun b takin 61 to campus anymore. No more lecs, tuts, projs,fun in tt old yet comfy place. D road ahead... Erm... Nt v clear at d moment. No confirmation fr ntu as yet. Onli smu shrtlisted me so far. Jobs? Erm... Dunno either. Let god do the planning. I m feelin so tired suddenly. Realised i havent rest well during my 3 yrs of territary studies.
But, my 3 yrs in NP hv been v fruitful. I had learnt lotsa things. I had made grt friends. Fun n nice ppl. I can still remember the first person i spoke to - junaidah. How i find it so strange tt ppl talked to me in english instead of mandarin. In d end, ah wee n parrot confessed tt they thought i m a malay. Haha.. There['s lots of funni n interestin stories. When i was in yr 1, i got realli close wif junaidah n june bcos we all lived in bt batok n often take 61 to sch together. Both of em r often late as we used to meet at d interchange. Haha. Slowly, we dun take buses to sch together anymore. We were in d same proj grp. Year 2, another grp emerged - june, ah ya, jes, kweelian n i. Haha. Doin projs wif em then was d best in NP. We always had fun exploring n talkin away when we met for projs discussions but still, we always did our best for all projs. Haha.. Despite many different clinques we had in tb22, there is dis amazing bond between one another. We ecountered wif d funni n daring f4 of tb22 - xuan, ah wee, parrot n feng. Lotsa chemistry. Den we formed an alliance in yr 3 when we got into d tourism specialisation (except for june). It was d mighty 8. Despite in diff classes, we always make it a point to sit together in lecs n for lunches. N d time we were so thrilled when d 8 of us went on d hongkong trip together. Hw i wish we can go back time n explore HKG all over again together. I remembered in Ocean park, d 8 of us took d viking ship together. Gettin everyone to sit in d ship aint easy but we did!! U can feel d frdship between us as we screamed together on d ship n cling on dearly to d grips.
Thx Q frds. For giving me such memorable times in NP. I will nvr forget u ppl. tb22 is d best. I m thxful for my 3rd yr class too - tb18. I met hardworkin n fun proj mates - juri, jose n jessica. N we hv others lyk dion, liting, benson...
Haha... I will type a testimonial for each n everyone of u. Now tt i m sooo FREE. Haha. N, countin dwn to chalet!!
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