Monday, March 07, 2005
3/07/2005 12:34:00 PM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
=2h3n=
I m realli realli disappointed in my abacus score. Was feelin damn lousy d moment i saw my score on d screen. Whao. Wat happened to me? i earned my abacus cert by 2 marks onli. M below my class average. Whao. I realli hate open book test. Argh. Realli hate it. Nvr in my years of education hv i ever score well for open book tests.
*Reflection*
Excuses. Look ard urself, there r lots n lots of others who had managed to do so well. Who r u blaming? Nobody asks u nt to study bcos it is open book. Nobody asks u to not take open book test easy. The paper was realli an easy one. Who asks u to nt to check d paper? Shouldn't u reflect wat went wrong den to complain n complain? Do nt b overly-confident. U r nt some genius. Effort counts. Lady luck is nt always wif u. Y bother to reflect when again n again u repeat d same old mistakes? Argh... Wat r u doing??????
I told myself i hv to work doublely hard for d final. But d final is onli 40%. Hw much can i do to cover d lost marks? Wat if there's careless mistakes? I cannot get an A. Even if mr tham took pity on me n gave me an A (in my drms), i can nvr nvr earn an AD. So much for desiring an AD in ATM.
For d past 2 yrs of poly, i nvr realli do well for d modules. But when i specialised in tourism for my final yr, i m sooooo happi. I remembered hw xuan n i were so enthu n excited to begin d semester. D learnin process was realli fun n fruitful. D hong kong trip enhanced the course. D tlm lecturers r probably d best in NP. I luv tourism esp d aviation industry. So i realli desire to do well for atm module. But well.. 2h3n arh.. Dun think too highly of urself.. U r nt capable at all. Argh...
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