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Saturday, January 29, 2005

1/29/2005 01:21:00 AM Y

Post title : ktving session again haha

♥ You'll never know the real me.

today is the 4th ktving session in a month... GOSH~ i think i've slurged way too much money on that... better STOP it soon kkk... must remind myself..

haha.. today's ktving session was very short.. we sang the 11am-2pm session at paradiz centre.. it's the 2nd time i've been there.. the first time was with my JJ friends right after our last A levels paper.. hmm.. memorable.. haha.. i still remember the "Pretty Woman" song.. lolzx

Had the company of hua, rong and victor for today's ktv.. haha.. and like hua and rong have said.. victor really sings well manzx.. pei fu pei fu.. haha.. but the food there.. cannot make it.. the fried mee-tai-mak very salty... luckily.. we had victor to help us with our salt-fully dish.. lolzx..

hopefully the next time we go.. got more peopler joining us.. hehe..

*Fen*

1/29/2005 01:03:00 AM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=
Yeah!! Completed my IBS sales call but onli got a B+. Moneky Mr. Koh loh. Ppl tried to small wif him den he nvr gv me face den asked qns he dun wanna ans one. Crap. Den i got a miserable B+. Still dare to say there ain't much diff between a B n an A. Watever. I will do better for call 2!! Can't miss my A grade! I hope i can get A. Depends. B oso okie ba. =D

Gg to hv llm test in mon n i havent study wor. Too lazy to n dunno hw to. Piggy piggy piggy. No more triumph into d skies!!! So sad!!! I m missin tt show already. :( Is a wonderful show. Hope it is nvr ending. But it ended last nite. Saded.

Working tml. 3 more wks to go bfore i stop working. Yeah!!

Thursday, January 27, 2005

1/27/2005 01:22:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=
M feelin soooo lazy... Been slackin for d past few days. I havent prepare my ibs sales call script for tml!!! n it's tml!!! :S I havent start on my llm revision. Speakin of self discipline. Haiz. I woke up early todae. But kinda rot my morning away. Supposed to b online to search for some info but cant resist my fingers to click my blog n type another entry. I m BORED but i dun wanna do anything. I dun wanna study. I dun wanna do IBS. I dun wanna move. I dun wanna pack my room. I m feelin so lazy.

So exciting. Cos d Xuan, Jes, Weiqi n parrot r plannin to go taipei after final exams!! Kinda hint mummy yesterdae but she din say anything. Haiz. It's all about money again. I wanna go too!!! Hw often can u get to travel overseas wif ur frds?!?! Haiz.. Shall check out wif jessica d finances bfore i conclude my decision. She juz came back fr taipei n tt place is soooo happening lo!! :D

It's 12 plus nw... Shld i get dwn to work already??? Think i better. Blog perhaps tonite? Shall c if my fingers wanna work...

1/27/2005 11:48:00 AM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

=2h3n=
Todae is thursdae. Last day of the domestic trip. We r gg to d night safari tonite. Gg to wlk wif d animals n hv our dinner on d tram. Kinda exciting ya. Heex. N Jes is brgin her cam along so is photo time~ :)

We went Chinatown, Little India n d internal security department yesterdae. Kinda cool. I like d stop at Chinatown where we went to the heritage centre. STB realli did a grt job in changin d interior of the shophouse to look lyk wat it was in d past. So amazed. Call myself a singaporean? I had nvr even been there bfore!! Gg to visit tt place again. Learn to appreciate Singapore history more.

On tue, we went to d suntec convention center n hotel inspection at marina mandarin. Nothing special. I dun like it when d feelin of being anti-social came again. There always seems to b a clear cut between my yr 1 n 2 buddies n my current class. Thought i m closer to my current class after a sem but den during such trips when i hang out wif my yr 1 n 2 buddies, kinda like turn strangers with my current classmates. Such drastic change, so wierd... Dun like it but den... wat to do?? I dun hv d capabilities of being so sociable as to associate wif both sides. Gotta admit, m nt exactly d most sociable n likable person but i did try, din i? Perhaps it aint obvious, afterall i always seem so quiet.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

1/25/2005 01:46:00 AM Y

Post title : computing sucky

♥ You'll never know the real me.

oh manzx...............................................
why in the world am i taking computing?????!?!?! what a sucky module.... i don't understand a single thing written in there..

cant do tutorial coos i dont know hoow to do.. it's so irritating when u dont know how to do your tutorial... why in the world invent something called programming????

i'm pissed... irritable... stressed... i need some outlets for de-stressing...

shrugs.... *Fen*

Saturday, January 22, 2005

1/22/2005 09:56:00 PM Y

Post title : 22 jan 05

♥ You'll never know the real me.

hey guys~ havent been bloggin for like 20days already.. haha.. partly due to being back in school again sighzx... and laziness to blog.. haha =P

Well.. i was kinda pissed off cos i blogged 2 days ago... but then the whole screen just went BLANK! and i didnt save a draft of it also.. stupid fool... i typed so much stuff then everything just went missing for no reason.. fool! hahahazx..

Life's still the same old routine.. and i'm like taking 7 modules this semester which is totally CRAZY~~ out of these 7 mod, physics, maths2, computing are the KILLERS i tell you... How can someone manage with 3 killer modules when u dont even like them.. PISSED...... But i dont have a choice either.. haha.. unless i QUIT school... hohoho... (nononono~~!! i cant even think of that in the first place! just go thru with it loh.. wat to do???)

However... i'm still not in the mood for studying.. i'm still slacking and playing day in day out sighzx.. how to motivate me to study??? please tell me how k.. if you guys have any ideas..

(For Zhen: when am i mad??? so sad.... i'm normal hor if not u should be visiting me in MI liao hahaha.. :P and take good care of ur health too :) get well soon heezx )

*Fen*

Friday, January 21, 2005

1/21/2005 11:08:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

2h3n

Tired. Tired. Tired. Sooooooo slpy. Haiz. It ain't tt fun shoppin when i m sick. :S Miserable. Cos i m slow in reaction to fen's erm... cold jokes? N carryin d stupid flu virus means i can't do dis, i can't eat dis n i can't ... watever.

Met fen, jas n sf to tts hospital to visit shuang. Den we all had to wear a mask each when we went into d rm to c her cos she is pretty weak n d doc says she has a low immune sys. Den sadly i m havin a flu so perhaps more prone to passin d virus over to her. So thru'out d visit there, i tried nt to tok or laugh even when d jokes r funni. So tiring. Haiz. We gave her a box of chicken essence (did i spell wrongly?) n fen gave her a pink lily which i tot was cool. N gurls!! i like white lily!!! Nt chrysanthemum!! Tt was meant to b a joke!! :S Haiz... Sick ppl oso can tell joke wat...

Den we went to Orchard so tt d gurls can do some new yr shopping. Whao.. Far east realli realli has lotsa lotsa beautiful clothes. Haiz.. Too bad i got no money to shop. But d gurls bought some pretty clothes. I like d pair of shoes tt sf bought. It has a realli unique colour. Cool. Anyway, i think d gurls r mad. They were all so high n crapping stupid jokes (eps fen, she's mad anyway) when d shoppin trip ends. Haha. But den my hearing is nt tt gd cos of my flu loh so kinda slow in catchin d jokes. Haha. Enjyed todae. Din go Orchard for a realli long time. Whao. So tired. Yawn~

Thursday, January 20, 2005

1/20/2005 10:24:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

2h3n

Feelin terrible right nw. Thought i m strong enough to withstand all these virus tt has been gg around. Nah..i wasn't tt strong. With all d stayin up late n so much things to do, tt damn virus attacked me yesterdae wif a sore throat initially but i fought tt off by drinkin tons of water. Still, i got a cold!!! :S Miserable. Hate been sick. Can't do lotsa stuff wif much concentration. Argh!!!!

Erm... Recapped. Last wk my grandma passed away n i had to b absent for sch d 1st time in my 3 yrs to attend d funneral in M'sia. My grandma was a realli nice lady although i ain't close to her bcos she stayed in M'sia n since sec sch, i can't go into M'sia tt often. In fact, I din c her for 1 yr plus n den d sad news came. My ma was devastated but she is copin well. Lotsa deaths. No gd. My paternal grandpa passed away last aug. Well, guessed i had matured lots along d yrs. I think death is part of life.

Been thinkin lots. Actualli, i m all along a thinker. It realli takes a lot of energy to think. Thinkin can b a lot of stuff whether is it studies or juz simply bout life. I like to think but it can b so tedious at times. Even stuff like when m i gg to resign!!! n wat m i gg to do after poly. Lots. Enough thinkin wat kind of person i m. Tt's one of d toughest qns. So hard. I luv d airport. I hv been blah-ing lots bout airport (perhaps inspired by d airport show i hv been watchin) to my frds eps kweelian. Haha. I even told her i wanted to get a job in d airport after graduation. Perhaps part of d air traffic control crew but haha i will b puttin lotsa ppl at risk wif my bad hearin. N i told sf tt d airport shall b our meetin place when either one of us need peace n stuff. haha.. She said i muz b watchin too much tv but still, she let me hv my way. She's my darling!!
Heex.

My bank account onli left $27. So sad. :( After payin sch fees n nw hv dis damn domestic trip which cost $83!! Thx to mummy who offered to pay for me. But i told her i will return her d money as soon as i got my pay. But mummy keep pushin it away. Mummy is so nice but i m a young adult so expenses shld b fully on myself. I m an independent gurl. :)

Nxt wk is study brk n d wk after is common test wk. BUT study brk is no brk at all!!! Everyday is filled wif actitives. Mon to thurs hv domestic trip n fri i hv IBS sales call. Den sat gotta work. Sun i better get leave cos mon is llm test. Haiz. Busy wk ahead.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

1/11/2005 08:31:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ You'll never know the real me.

*2h3n*
Yeah!!!!!!! I finally can get online without being dc. Shhhh... cross my fingers. Heex. I think it muz b starhub's fault cos i called em twice to check out d prob (m using max online) n they sort of accused muz b my poor lappie's prob. Well. Damn em for cursing my lappie. She's supposed to last me for another 2 mths, at least. N thx to me for thinkin they r right, been sighing d past days bout nt able to go online. Luckily i tried another modem which my bro is using n ta-da!! m still online for erm... d past hr. Heex. Tt's v gd cos tt max online onli stays online - max 15mins. Gg to call em n change d modem or termindate it. Cheers!!

N thx to susan's frd, edwin for fixing my lappie. He's a true computer god n to think he is onli 18!!! Salutes to u!!! Oh ya, susan's back in d states after a 2 wks plus stay in SIN. Miss ya gurl!! So sorri tt i havent been a gd host ya cos u noe la, sch n my lappie all became a huge word - stressed. Heex. Hope u realli had fun here. Welcum back to SIN any time u like!!

Got lotsa things to do. Muz b a gd kid. Do my tutorials. Todae, Miss Cheng was in a damn bad mood during my tutorial. Erm.. wonder y... Xuan, mayb u can check out ur fav tutor?? Heex. Probably PMS. Anyway, i did my tut so hoho.. gd for me. :) Went juri's place to do my abacus thingy cos thought i wun b able to go online. Heex. Thx Q!!

I think i muz impose some sort of loan policies to whomever who wanna borrow my notes. Earn so extra money. Besides, i did spend lotsa efforts workin on my lecture notes n tutorials. But den... they r my frds. Shldn't b mean. Zhen zhen... B gd wor...

Sunday, January 02, 2005

1/02/2005 04:33:00 PM Y

Post title : recap 2004~

♥ You'll never know the real me.

recapping 2004.. it ended on a pretty high note but aint for a very good reason. the talk of town : tsunamis in South Asia.. death tolls alarmingly high at last count more than 100,000 people were either dead or missing.. sighzx... my deepest condolences to all those affected by this tragic disaster. and let's all pray for a better tomorrow..

2004 seems to be a year of natural disasters.. From earthquakes in Japan, Indonesia to typhoons in the USA to floods in China to the return of bird flu.. (okay.. that wasnt a natural disaster but still something bad). Is the world really going to end soon?? well.. that's something i guess we all dont want to know either.. depress, depressing..

well... Enough of all Depressing stuff.. lets all pray for a better tomorrow :)

the last week of 2004 went quite well (minus the tsunamis) :

had a great time on thurs 30 dec ~ meet up with shuang, faizah, leon n ray had a very late dinner at Breeks.. haha.. all thanks to ray.. who reached orchard at 8+ but nvm.. he's working.. cant blame him to. Everyone were waiting for his "grand" arrival haha... to start dinner. All were complaining of hunger while waiting for him sia.. especially leon.. haha..

hoho.. finally we're eating.. and the food's yummy.. however.. i didnt take any photos of our delicious and sumptuous dinner.. haha.. cos i would be looking quite dumb doing that when everyone's so hungry staring at the food.

the 5 of us~ from left: shuang, me, faizah, leon & ray

took quite abit of photos.. haha.. we took until 11+ then decided to go home sia.. .by the time i reached home it was already past midnight.. luckily my mum didnt scold me hoho..

u diao me i diao u.. hahaha

its been so long... since the 5 of us go out together.. sighzx.. well.. hopefully we will meet up again real soon.. =]

new year eve 31 dec 04

went over to sharon's house with zhen, dia and susan for a mini potluck dinner.. sharon baked chocolate brownies for us yay~!! it's edible.. haha.. zhen brought tuna sandwiches and hotdogs dia brought her mum's dish(potato with tuna yumyum!) and i bought drinks.. haha.. cos i didnt know what to get anyway..

watched "A walk to remember" the movie.. we all agree that the novel itself is better than the movie one.. and we took a hell lotsa photos.. haha.. the phototaking freakos.. lolzx..

the 4 siao zabors~!!!

and in the night.. went to shuang's house to pass her some stuff.. ended up eating at her house.. haha.. her mum really cook great stuff.. hehe.. and saw herald(is that how i spell his name??) but anyway.. he's so cutie~! and he still remembers me yay~!! i'm so happy... the last time i saw him was at last year's countdown party at shuang's house loh.. wah.. that's exactly a year ago.. geezx.. cute cute herald!

tomorrow 3Jan05.. SIGHZX.. it's back to school onoce again~! i'm excited yet sianzx about it.. cant wait to start attending lectures but cant stop being depressed about going to tutorials and studying physics, maths, computing.. argh... i need motivation to study all these subjects~!!! argh~! i need SOS for all these subjects..

*Fen*

Saturday, January 01, 2005

1/01/2005 03:25:00 AM Y

Post title : happy 2005~!

♥ You'll never know the real me.

happy new year to all you guys out there~! yay~!!
it's a BRAND NEW YEAR!
Enjoy~! enjoy~! enjoy~!
especially to those who are starting school soon.. like me.. sad

*Fen*