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Saturday, November 27, 2004

11/27/2004 11:03:00 AM Y

Post title : Zhen's fri

♥ You'll never know the real me.

I havent been bloggin for a wk. Had been working non stop for d past wk hopin to earn extra but apparently, i din earn enough for my fees n txbks. So sad.

Got lots of stuff to blog. Heex. I had a v relaxing fri. Woke up ard 11plus n spent my afternoon wif shufang n Jasmine. They came over to my hse cos Jas need to enrol for her JAE or PAE er.. heex. D 3mths jc ranking thingy. She chose pj wor. Tt's where i spent my 1st 3 mths. Honestly, i feel tt many ppl r bias against pj. I tot it is a pretty nice place n d lecturers r gd. Esp my GP n econs tutors then. They r superb. Anyway, sf was supposed to mug but she cant concentrate so think we kinda slack all afternoon away. Heex. Is a lazy fri afternoon. After they left, i went imm wif Jes. We looked for shiya at her workplace den went to diaso shop shop. We peek n touched d stuff there. We juz luv that place. Always spend v long time in tt shop. Jes bought 4 items n i bought 1. I bought a realli cute thingy to put toilet roll one. A pretty thing wor for 2 bucks.

Hoho.. Den we went to Optical 88 to get Jes a pair of new spects. I saw these plastic frame glasses n there's a temptation tt arouse me to make a new pair. Haiz.. But i m too broke to make one. Havent change my glasses since sec 4 wor... So long le. Bet my degree is gettin worst. N d nose paddin r broken. Imagined hw uncomfortable i m for d past 1 yr using d spoilt glasses.. But i cant affort a new pair.. Feelin so terrible at times.. Wondering hw cum i m so poor.. Cant seem to earn enough. I m so stupid. I cant find a higher pay job n hv to pay my sch fees, transport fee, fd, everything except my hp bills (ard $30 per mth) n logding (mummy paid for tt. Feel so bad. She nid to hold so many jobs). Wondering at times why cant i hv d luxury of time,freedom n money. Feel so deprived n tired at times. Tired of complaining all d time. I m ugly, stupid n poor. Perhaps no one on earth ever luvs me. I m all on my own. Onli noe hw to complain. Stupid and lazy ger.

I hate it when those ppl stare at me when i got on d train every morning to work. Staring at d protruding mark above my eyebrow n perhaps pimples. I hate it when ppl step over me as if m a pushover (guess i m). I hate it when i hv to work so hard yet earn little. I hate myself for been so terrible, silly n unfrdly. I hate myself n my life. I hate myself for sanking into depression n complaining n brging misery to others as well. Thx god i hv a shrt life. Perhaps gg to die quite young so m gg to start writing my will. Eh... Though nt much money but still can help support my family for a mth or so. Shall stop complaining le. Gd day to all!!

The WitnessY

The Two Princesses
We are beautiful..
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.

The Princesses' ListsY

Princess Zhen
NUS FASS Graduate*Social Worker

Loves...
fen
the King
All Royalites
Children
the Sky
Aeroplanes
Boxes
Being a tourist
Photo snapping
Fun
Being silly
FOOD

Princess Fen
NTU Material Science Engineering Graduate

Loves...
Zhen
Nua-ing
Being a couch potato
Food & good food!!
travelling
Europe: England, Switzerland to name afew
Japan
Hong Kong
Taiwan
Aussie
Maldives
Shopping
ktv-ing
Reading
my family
my friends

Wish List

1) Find an ideal job SOOONNN!!
2) Mini Cooper
from: mini cooper's official website
3) Overseas trip with sec sch clique
4) Sakura viewing in Japan

The verdictY

they pleaded him GUILTY.

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The judgesY

Eunice

Susan

June Lee

Emily

Shiya

Jeserene

Ah wee

Christy

Wah Wah

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TCC

Aipeng

Mei Sin

The FOOTSTEPSY

The SIRENSY

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Her thanksY

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